Jordan is facing years in federal prison, while Giselle is forced to hold down the household on her own. She moves her children and business to Los Angeles to be closer to her husband and Cousin Lauren as well as supporting her cousin Kieran who j...
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Kieran had left for Atlanta a couple days ago for the trial and I haven't heard much from him since. He was very short on the phone, one reason being for legal reason due to the cities request to keep it private.
At this point I'm not sure what I want this outcome to be. I would want nothing more than to have my husband home with the kids and I living the life we planned to have from the start. But also a part of me also needs my distance. Jordan hurt me to the core because he simply just gave up.
Jordan was supposed to trust me, trust that I would hold him down 5-10 just like Monica in her song. He would always say It's just us and the kids, nothing else matters. Soif I was supposed to lean on him and he was supposed to lean on me when shit got tough, why the hell would he make a decision about our relationship before talking to me about whatever the hell is going on?
I had already been beating myself up, about not being the mother I set out to be, the one my kids deserve and not the woman I watched my friend Scottie become. Materialistic and a Workaholic. And with Jordan throwing away everything we built in one conversation made me feel like an inadequate wife. It made me feel like I failed him too, or like I wasn't enough.
But fuck, I love that man with every fiber of my being. Despite what I said about if he didn't come home before the fourteen years we were done, I had no intentions on filing for anything until he and I had a proper conversation. KJ said when they spoke prior to them leaving for Atlanta he seemed remorseful and regretted his words.
I'm gonna fight to save my marriage, because it's worth it. But while I have this time to myself whether it be fifteen months or fifteen years, I'm gonna work on me and making sure my babies are good. And once the results from this retrial are in, Jordan Xzavier Michaels better have his shit together.
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After falling back on business to be more hands on with the kiddos, I finally decided to hit up Levi about the deal he presented me with in New York. He'd left me several messages and finally I answered one that said he and his client were in LA and were throwing a party at some Bar in South Central.
