hey love, could you please tell me how to stop loving you without killing myself?
because loving you is exhausting
you got me running in circles
keep wondering how does it feel to hold your hands, to touch your face
keep dreaming how different it'll be if i didn't see you singing in that cold evening
hey love, could you please stop appearing in my false dreams?
because i can't seem to get you out of my mind
my sanity is getting thin
they tell me to go see a psychiatrist
but i'm so much of a coward, afraid that my feeling isn't real
hey love, could you please stop being all loving and charming?
because it feels so wrong to fall for someone who won't love me back
i just love you so much it hurts
or do i, really?
i'm not even so sure myself
this feeling is so confusing
hey love, i hope you will never feel the way i feel right now
i wish you a happy new year
and a happy life without me being on your side
because i am nobody
nothing more
nothing less
YOU ARE READING
[✔] Tacenda
PoetryJust things better left unsaid, and may or may not be a personal diary. Tacenda ⓒ Jeybenedict, 2018 Cover source: Pinterest