Regrets and Secrets (EraserMic)

Chapter Fifteen

         After dinner Hitoshi got up slowly and then put his plate in the sink. He glanced over at the two who were talking, he bites his lip and walked over. Shouta looked over and pulled Hitoshi close, hugging him softly and kissing his temple.

"Are you going to sleep?" Shouta asked.

"Mhm, I think so. I'm getting kinda tired...uh thanks for dinner." Hitoshi said back and then looked at the blonde.

"Of course, well I'll see ya in the morning. Sleep in, no school." He smiled a bit and waved a bit.

"Okay...night. Uh nice meeting you Mr Yamada..." he waved before walking off.

"Hizashi is fine! Nice meeting you too!" Hizashi grinned and waved as he watched.

       Hizashi smiled and then slowly looked back at Shouta, smiling becoming a lot softer and so much more lovey. Shouta looked back and smiled shyly as he sighed a bit. He got up and picked up his plate, taking it to the sink as well. Hizashi got up and followed next to him, slowly getting behind him and watching the shorter one clean them up.

"Need help?" Hizashi asked.

"No, I'm alright." Shouta replied.

"Well, if there's nothing else. I can head home. Maybe we can re-exchange numbers and-"

"Would you stay the night?" The darker haired one asked, looking back at the blonde slowly.

"You want me to stay the night..?"

"If you want to..."

          Hizashi smiled brightly and nodded yes quickly, staying close to Shouta and he shrunk into himself slightly. After a while Shouta went through and started to shut off all the lights and walked back to his room. He stopped when he realized the blonde wasn't following, he tilted his head and watched Hizashi grab a blanket and throwing it over the couch.

"Hizashi? What are you doing?" Shouta asked.

"Setting up the couch?" Hizashi tilted his head slightly.

"Come here..." he waved him to the room before walking in.

         Hizashi was a little surprised but quickly followed into the room. He looked around slowly and watched Shouta pull a few drawers open and grabbed some clothes out for the blonde. He sets them on the bed gently before taking his own clothes and hiding away in the closest to get changed. Hizashi watched a bit and slowly changed into the clothes Shouta gave him, moving his hair back a she looked around at the room. He walked over to look at a few pictures of him and Hitoshi together. 'Wow...look at them...they're so cute.' He glanced at the closest Shouta was changing in. 'I missed him so damn much...I was such an idiot for leaving.' He slowly picture of a little Hitoshi and Shouta, smiling at how cute it was.

"Looking at pictures?" Shouta asked as he came out and sat on the bed.

"Yeah, baby Hitoshi was adorable..." Hizashi replied, putting the picture up and looking around, "so where you want me to sleep?"

"In the bed, unless you don't want to." He replied slowly and pulled the covers back.

"No, I mean yeah? Uh...I mean...I'd like to sleep with you." He smiled and crawled into the bed, taking of his glasses and setting them down to the nightstand.

"I've missed you Hizashi..."

"I've missed ya too....is this—I dunno like...can we date again?"

"I'd really like that."

        Hizashi smiled slowly as he watched the other, messing with his hair a bit before pulling the blankets up. Shouta watched, looking over his long hair and then slowly looked back up at the blonde.

"Can I cuddle you? Or is that too soon?" Hizashi asked slowly.

"Not soon at all." Shouta moved closer and sets his hands on the other's cheeks suddenly and kissed him hard.

         Hizashi's eyes went wide before he gently set a hand in the curve of Shouta's hip, slowly letting his eyes close. He turned his head slowly to deepen the kiss more and pulled the smaller one closer. They kissed slowly, moving there lip together and giving small separate pecks. Their hands moving over each other, feeling every change. Hizashi slowly moved away and looked Shouta over slowly, smiling a bit dumbly.

"What was that about?" Hizashi asked.

"I've missed you..." Shouta said gently.

"I've missed you too. Trust me I wanted to kiss you I just wasn't sure if it was too soon." He said back.

"It's been so long since a kiss actually felt right for me..." he smiled softly, touching at the blonde's hair a bit.

"Same here, no one is the same as you. Shouta, I'm so in love with you. I'm gonna be completely honest. I tried to move on, replace you but every kiss every time I tried to have sex it was just...ugh..."

"I thought about you every time I was with someone too."

Hizashi smiled a little and he sat up a bit, looking Shouta over. He touched his cheek before letting his thin hands move down the other's body, messing with the shirt a bit.

"I should've never left." Hizashi mumbled softly.

"But you did and that's okay, really. I understand but...you're back. Thank you." Shouta said back.

"You really should be thanking your kid, I mean he's the one the tracked me down. Right?" The blonde smiled a bit, tucking his hair back.

"Mhm...I'll thank him some other time. I don't wanna encourage his actions at the moment." He smiled back and looked over the other.

"Okay, well..."

"Well?"

"Well we lost a lot of time, years actually."

"I know."

"Years of us, alone."

"Mmm are you asking for sex, 'Zashi?"

"What?! N.no nooo way...not at all. I..." he glanced at the other and nodded a bit, "Yeah I was bit we don't have to."

"I'd like that."

       Hizashi blushed a little bit at that before move close and kissing Shouta slowly, setting a hand into his dark hair and running his fingers through.