The Sea and The Moon

Chapter 15 - The Crescent Moon

Past

(After his death, at the moon)

She was walking alone around the surfaces of the moon, thinking, remembering...

Missing...

Yearning...

Longing...

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For him.

Dylan, the 'late' God of The Sea.

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She closed her eyes tightly as she tried to bear the pain in her heart, just by remembering the 'late' thing, it pained her heart so much.

Her heart.

She didn't even know whether she's still having her heart with her. It was broken already, into a million pieces. The million pieces of a heart that wouldn't be the same again. The million pieces of a heart that wouldn't be united again...

What for?

She didn't need her heart to be the same again...

What for?

She didn't need her heart to beat again.

What for?

She didn't even need her heart anymore.

Not now.

Not ever.

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What for?

The only reason for her heart to beat didn't exist in the world anymore.

So what for?

What for?

Her heart has died. Together with its owner, Dylan, The God of the Sea, the owner of her heart.

She kept asking herself, over and over, again... and again. What for? Why she's still alive in the world where he does not exist anymore? Where is he now? In heaven? In the other world? In his next lifetime?

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Wherever he is...

She wanted to be with him. She never wanted to be alone. Missing him. Yearning about him. Longing for him.

She's...

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She was trying to sleep more often than she usually did, just because she was hoping so much that she would meet him in her dream. Just because she wanted so badly to see him again. To see his smile. To look into his deep and shady eyes. To gaze into his pair of  loving eyes. To see the eyes that always looking at her with all the love a world could give. To see the lips that always saying love words to her. To hear his voice again. To listen to his crisp and contagious laugh. To hear the voice that always gave her comfort and warm feeling. To listen to his love words again...

She really hoped that she could talk to him again. Joking with him again. Hugging him again. Embracing him. Kissing him again.

To feel him again.

To feel his presence.

She wanted it so bad.

Even it's only in her dream...