After that night I danced with Caleb, we've never seen each other since then. He had left for the bathroom and never came back. I had decided to leave that night I had no ride so I walked. In the rain, I'm I that bad. I know I have a resting bitch face but is there something wrong with me or is it just him.
I've always asked myself those questions before but no one to answer them. I might have a tough girl persona but I'm soft on the side.
I'm locked in my room with food and movies on my bed. Summer break had started so I decided to stay home while Alex, Demi, and Emily went away.
"Zii!" I hear someone yell. "What!" I yell back. "Get your sorry ass of a life downstairs, now!" Hold up there's only one person that calls my life sorry. "Alex!"I ask. "Who else would it be!" She yells.
I climb out of bed and head downstairs. I see her sitting on my couch. " How did you get in?" I ask her. "Well Emily gave me the key, so I let myself in." She explains. "Aren't you with Emily and Demi on that trip?" I ask. "We're waiting for you, you're coming with us." She informs me.
"Are you serious?" I ask in shock. "Yes really now go get dressed." She tells me. I walk back up the stairs. Go into the bathroom and take a shower. I walk out and wipe the dripping water off my body and get dressed.
I walk back downstairs with my suitcase in hand. Alex and I walk to the car and I see two cars. I walk to the blue Lamborghini to see Caleb. You've got to be kidding me. "Hey, beautiful." He greets me. I just smile and wave then put my things in the back. I climb into the front seat of his car. I put on the seatbelt and we drive off.
While we're driving I turn on the radio. The song I wasn't expecting plays.
Benny_Blanco,_Halsey & Khalid-EASTSIDE
We drive in silence. My mind is urging me to ask him why he left that night and never talked to me after that.
I decide to stay silent and listen to the music. I never really knew that he listened to this type of music. I thought he'd be the guy that listens to hip-pop but to my absolute disappointment, I was wrong.
He pulls into an eatery and we climb out of the car. Walk towards the diner, we take a seat and order our food.
The one thing I didn't expect from him was him talking to me that day. The other guys walk into the eatery, we notify them that we had already ordered. They called over the waiter and ordered their food.
They start conversations and I just decide to sit there in silence. " Hey, Zii." Daniel breaks my thoughts. " Mmmhk," I reply. " Are you gonna answer me or are you gonna stay silent?" He asks. "I didn't hear your question," I state. " Ok, I asked if you have tiny feelings for Caleb." Ohh freak. " No!" I shout.
"Ok, no need to shout." He says. " That hurts." Caleb states. He gets up and walks off. I stay seated. I see him just sitting in the car. I finish up and tell them that I'll see them at the hotel. I walk out of the diner and climb into the car. He starts the car, the entire drive he does not utter a word. I stare at him just analyzing him. He has this really cute earring in his ear. and asks he is remembering something that had happened here, like memories. He has the cutest smile. He notices that I'm staring at him. Then the smile turns into a frown.
We pull up in the parking garage of the hotel. Climb out of the car and walk in so we could check in. We get the key card for the hotel room. Walk to our room and unlock it. Inside there are two beautiful separate beds. Okay good, we don't share a bed. That would be weird. Definitely...ok so what do I do know.
"You wanna go have lunch or you gonna stay here?" He asks me. "Yeah, let's go," I respond. We walk out of the hotel and towards the elevator. Stop by the elevator, waiting for it. The elevator doors open and We walk in. The elevator doors close and there's complete silence. He breaks the silence.
"Do you think that we will ever be friends?" He asks. "We are friends," I reply. "Would you only see me as a friend for a long time?" He asks sadness clear in his voice. I don't see him as a friend for a long time but can he know that. I'm scared of putting myself out there all the way. What if he doesn't feel the same way I feel for him.
"I don't know," I reply.
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We meet the others at the restaurant. They've already ordered for us. We take our seats. I'm sitting in between Caleb and Daniel. Jake, Alex, Emily, Ricardo, Jace, Jack, Joel, Devin, Damian, Aiden, Demi, and Andrew were seated around the table. We had different conversations going on. Either I talked to Caleb or Daniel. I decide to just stare at my phone, as I'm scrolling through Instagram some idiot decides to grab my phone. I look up to see Daniel holding my phone in his hands..fuck. I was going through his Instagram page. He's gonna think I'm creepy.
I grab my phone and walk out of the restaurant. I'm fuming angry and I can't help it. I walk into the hotel, take the elevator up. I walk into the hotel room that I share with Caleb. I unlock the door and walk-in. I slam the door shut and I place my phone on the bed and walk into the bathroom to take a shower.
I walk out of the shower and I see Caleb sitting on the bed. I wrapped in a towel only and he's in the room. He looks up from his phone, I see his eyes eying me up. "Take a picture it lasts longer," I state. " I would but that would be pornography." He retorts. I walk to the closet select the clothes I wanna wear. I climb into the closet and change. I climb out of the closet to see Caleb half-naked.
Lord if I sin today, please not with this boy. I think to myself. "Ummm. Zii my eyes are up here." He informs me. "I know." I deadpan. He walks closer towards me. This song comes to mind. "Boy you got that yummy yummy yummy yummy that yummy." When Justin Bieber comes in handy. Wait for the list track, what going on with Caleb. Oh yeah, damnnn boy. That body. Okay, this is a Funny joke that I made I don't care if the English is horrible it's the point. I just died the undesirable death.
"You wanna taste?" He asks I can sense the smirk on his face. I really wanna kiss his lips, like I'm resisting the urge to they look so red and plump. Why did I have to share a room with this guy? "I know you wanna kiss me." He states. "I'd rather kiss a person that has mouth worts," I state now that I say that out loud it sounds disgusting. He walks even closer I can feel my back hitting the wall. I stop but he continues walking till his above me.
I can feel his minty breath fanning my face. I close my eyes and take in the moment. He leans closer and plants his lips on mine with a gentle kiss. I kiss him back and he guided me to the bed. He sits then places me on his Lap straddling him. We kissed for a long time.
I climbed off his lap my cheeks red as red paint. I walk over to my side of the bed and climbed into the covers. He did the same thing, he wrapped his arms around my waist. I drifted off to sleep.
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