~💔Sam Smith- To die for💔~
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I get out of bed, thinking about how today's school day would go. I walk into the shower and notice the redness of my puffy eyes.
We're avoiding the human population today, Zii
I say to myself.
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I walk into the school, everyone's eyes on me. Ignore it. I motivate myself. I keep walking till I reach my locker. I open it to find notes in it. All read 'your such a hoe'. I threw them in a bin near by as I was walking to class.
I sat alone today. Based on what I heard. No one wants to be near me for something I didn't even comm... Caleb..that Dipshit.
The school day came to an end. My friends didn't talk to me. I hears Caleb was dating a girl named Anastasia Beverly. How amazing it is to be me.
I shut my locker and walk out of the school. I'm walking towards my car and climb in. I shut the door and drive off to a spot no one knows about.
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I climb out of the car and walk over to the rock that my dad and I once sat on. I yell at the air and let the air consume my anger and sadness.
After I yelled at the air, I just sat there looking at the sky as the sun was setting.
How stupid of me to think that I could love someone. How idiotic of me to think that I was gonna have a normal life. A tear cascades down my cheek. I wipe it away.
I get up and walk over to my car. Climbing in and driving off. I get to my house to see the lights are on. Parking my car and climbing out. I walk into the house to see the one person I dreaded at this very moment.
He sat there looking handsome...bitch Woh your mad at him don't forget.
I slammed the door and made sure that the footsteps I took to go up the stairs were loud. Slamming my bedroom door for extra drama. I walked over to the bathroom and grabbed something I vowed that I'd never touch again. The blade was sharp and cut the wrists of my arms. I was tired of being like this. I was tired of living. I was tired of not being happy. I was just done.
I heard a loud banging on my door, before everything went black.
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I know I know this chapter was very short but just know 'it's not my fault' Nathaniel's words not mine 🤭 But Nathaniel is a living prick.
But yeah umm...this chapter was not what I expected it to be but ~it is what it is🤷~
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