mine and only mine | Jerek

Chapter 14

Nothing to say excpet....well hope you don't kill me after this chapter and i'm here to warn you!

ITS STILL A PLOT TWIST SO YEAH! hope you still love me after this...

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Justin's P.o.v

Three days.

Four hours.

And 50 seconds since Derek...passed. I just can get it out of my head it's like it's hunting me. I can't sleep or eat and i'm pretty sure I reck for not taking a shower. But I just bring myself to do it. I know Derek was an asshole and he killed Damon but he's still my brother. 

"Justin?" 

I turned around from my back facing the door on the bed and looked at Viviana as she walked in the room.

"Yes..?" 

"Can...can we talk?" 

I watched as she twirled her fingers around then looked away sighing. I guess one talk wouldn't hurt right?

"I guess." I said as she kinda smiled before sittting down next to me. 

"Do you remember when we were little? When we did everything together before things went down hill?" She asked getting to the point. I slowly nodded my head as a memory came into my head.

Flashback

"Hahaha stop it hahaha!" The five year old cried as she was getting tickled to death but her two eight year old twin brothers. 

"Never!" They both yelled as Viviana was still laughing trying to get away.

"Please stopp I have to tinkle!" She screamed as they stopped tickling her.

"Ok fine." They said as she got up and quickly ran to the bathroom.

"I was kiddding I didn't have to go!" She yelled as she laughed running down the hall and down the steps.

"Oh no you didn't." Justin said as Derek was the first to chase after her.

"Get back here Tink!" Derek yelled as he came down the steps.

"NEVER! I won't-oww!!!" She yelped as fell and hurt her knee.

"Oh my are you ok vivi?" Justin said as Him and Derek raced to her side to comfort her.

"I o-ok." She said trying to wipe away her tears but they kept falling.

"Aww it's ok Tink we will help you get better. You know why?" Derek asked as she shook her head.

"Why drewy." She asked making Derek smile wiping the tear that excaped her eye.

"Because that's what big brothers do. They help eachother and never turn there backs on eath other no matter what." He said as Justin nodded in agreement making Viviana attack them both in a hug.

"Aww thank you drewy and justy your the best brothers ever!" She cried as they held her tight.

Flashback Done.

I remembered that so well even tho it was twelve years ago. 

"Yeah....He always called you Tink and you called him Drewy." I said chuckling a bit before going back to a hard soild look on my face.

"But those memories will never come back..never now that he's not here." I said as tears started to fall. Viviana quickly wrapped her arms around me as I laid my head on her shoulder.

"I- I just can't believe he's g-gone." I sobbed as she rubbed my back to calm me down. But it didn't work. It only made it worse.

"Justin I-"

"No. Don't say your sorry I don't wanna hear it. It won't bring him back. It won't bring anyone back." I said as I broke out of her arms.

"Justin what are you-"

"No! I've had enough of this bullshit! I had enough with everything! And you know what I had enough of the most?" I yelled as she tried not to cry. 

"W-what?"

"I've had enough of living." I said before running out the room as fast as I can happy that Sam was gone to not stop me. I know he wouldn't care of what I was about to do but he would stop me to ask me where I was going.

"JUSTIN! WHAT DO YOU MEAN HAD ENOUGH OF LIVING?!" I heard Viviana as I quickly went into the basement before locking it.

"I'm sorry Viviana....I love you." I whispered as I heard her bangging on the door screaming my name telling me not to do nothing stupid. But I ignored her as I ran down the rusty stairs and looked around trying to find the item they I wanted to use since I got here from the hospital.

"JUSTIN! JUSTIN OPEN UP PLEASE!" 

I was about to say something but decided against it as I looked for the shiny item.

"JUSTIN DREW BIEBER IF YOU DON'T OPEN THIS DOOR I'M CALLING FOR HELP!" 

I didn't say nothing as I found what as I was looking for. The shiny object.

A gun.

"Good bye world. Good bye misery. I will finally be with my brother and boyfriend and most importantly my family. I mean it's for the best right..?" I said to myself as I slowly picked up the sliver gun.

" I know im leaving Viviana behind but....ugh this is hard. I just..." I stoped as I sighed as i examined the gun in my hands.

"THIS IS POLICE COME OPEN THE DOOR BEFORE WE BREAK IT DOWN!" 

I dropped the gun and panicked. WHat can I do now that Viviana just ruined my plan?! 

"YOU HAVE TEN SECONDS!" 

I quickly ran to the window and climbed out of it quickly before I heard the door busted down. I ran and ran until I couldn't on more.

"This can't get....any worse." I said out of breath before I felt a hand on my back.

"Oh but it can. Hello Justin we met again."

Holy shit....

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