mine and only mine | Jerek

Chapter 13

Here's the next chapter! yay! and I just want to say I love you guys and you better comment or i will get you and hunt you down! c: but anywho here we go.

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 Derek's p.o.v

I woke up feeling dizzy and put my hand on my head. I don't kknow where I am and- wait why is it all white in here? Oh ....please don't tell me i'm in the hospital.

"Derek..?" 

I opened my eyes fully to see Justin looking down at me with a worried expression on his pretty face. I almost reached out and touched it.

"HeyJustin." I said my voice coming out a whisper. He smiled alittle before it went back to a frown.

"Derek....i'm so sorry of what happened with Sam...and he didn't do anything but now he did." He said moving back to sit on the chair. I wanted to wimper cause he wasn't close to me anymore. I goes hes still mad about Damon. And what he mean what happened with Sam? i'll ask him later right now he looks sad.

"Justin...are-are you still bad at me? for what happened to damon?" I asked my voice becoming more clear. He just sat there staring into space like he did when we were in the bathroom that day. I wonder if he does that alot.

"Derek why did you leave us? why did you leave the only family who cared about you?" 

When it came out his mouth I instantly looked at him.

"What do you mean care? Mom didn't give one shit about me and you knew it. You and Viviana knew but you still din't do anything about it. And why are you asking that huh? your the one who let me leave when Viviana was trying to make me stay. So why care?" I said getting alittle mad. He was the one who let me go so why all of a sudden he wants to act like he cares?

"Look Derek, I did care I just thought that if I let you leave you would have thought about how dumb it was and came back but I guess not since you never did and now you turned into a psycho who loves his own brother. Why and how did you love me Derek? I'm your brother not your best friend." 

I had to admit that did hurt my feelings but I brushed it off cause I have to act tough.

"I- Ok the reason I didn't come back id because I couldn't deal with being mom's son that she didn't like. I wanted to be greater and better so I thought if I left things well go good and she would be happy. Plus Justin i'm not telling you why I love you so don't even ask ok?"

He crossed his arms pouting and I chuckled. He's so cute.

"I heard that." He said making me laugh. Even though it hurted like hell. Speaking of that.

"Hey can you tell me why i'm in the hosptial? I feel like shit and I just been beaten up." I said as he looked at me not saying anything.

"Did I get beaten up Justin? Come on tell me." I said urging him to spit it out but he never did instead he just ran out the room.

"J-justin!." I yelled making my heart rate speed up but I don't care i needed to know what happened.

"Ju-Just-in!" I said as I felt woozy. I then saw a doctor coming in terrified and screaming for help. I didn't know what she was saying since I kept hearing something beeping in a fast pace.

"Jus-" I couldnt get it to come out as I just closed my eyes and the last think I heard was a long beep.

Justin's p.o.v

I don't know why I did that. I just couldn't bring myself to tell him the Sam beaten him so bad that he broken his ribs and kicked his heart. And I couldn't tell him that he was just in surgury cause he had a misplaced hip...omg I just can't the memories are stuck in my head of how Sam was hitting and punching him repeatedly even after he was knocked out by getting kicked in the face. Then he almost tried to hurt me too. 

"OMG PLEASE SOMEONE HELP PLEASE!." I heard someone yell. I turned around follow the noise and finded out if came from Derek's room. I rushed in and wanted to cry. 

There he was.....his hheart stopped as blood was sceeping out of his wound. I couldn't as I broken down falling to the floor. this is my fault. If I din't leave he would have been alright and ...alive.

"What's going on- OH MY GOD HELP HIM HURRY GET SOMETHING!" A male doctor said as he rushed around to get something to help Derek. Oh my what if it's to late? What if he won't be able to surivie? 

No Justin think postive. How could I tho? It's all Sam's fault! I hate him so much! 

"Excuse me but we going to have to do surgury on him again so can you please wait in the waiting room or go home til were done?" The male doctor rushed as a bunch more doctors came in.

"S-sure." I said as he helpped me up and lead me to the couch.

"It's alright were gonna save I promise." He said giving me a warm smile.

"T-thank you." I said as he patted my back in reponse and rushed back in to the room. 

I sat there crying and thinking about how Viviana will react to the news. She doesn't know what happened to Derek and he's in a hosptial. Oh how she will be so upset.

"Justin? what is going on?" I heard a familar girl voice say making me froze. 

This will be hard to tell her. I guess Sam let her out. Why though? Or did she ecaspe? 

"Justin tell me." She said with pleading in her voice.

I guess this is now or never.

"Fine....Derek's-"

"Umm....I have some news for you." The male doctor from before said coming out with a sad face.

"What? what happened?" I asked getting up as Viviana came beside me waiting to hear what he was about to say.

"Derek....didn't make it....i'm so sorry." He said making my heart feel like it wanted to stop. Viviana wasn't beside me anymore and I knew why. 

Cause our brother is no longer with us.

"I'm so sorry." He said again before walking back in the room.

I then broke down and before I knew what was going on I passed out.

The doctor's p.o.v (Hmm I wonder why?)

"I'm so sorry." I said before walking back into the room where Derek laid breathing.

"Thank you so much." He said as I just nodded.

"Are you sure you wanted to lie to him like that I mean he did seem like his color was draining from his body." I said making Derek chuckle.

"I did that for a reason ok? If you were me would would have understand." He said as I just sighed.

"I guess so." I said.

"I guess so."

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OMG AHHH i didn't even know I had that in me!

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