Nothing More

Two

the next morning (11:00 a.m)

you slowly open your eyes to see the sun shining brightly through your window. you look to your left and see grayson peacefully sleeping next to you. still in his sleep, he reaches his arms and puts them around you, holding you close. It brought you comfort when you knew it shouldn't have,

did i really just.. do THAT with my best friend? and.. did i really like it..? i can't feel this way about him. but, it just feels so right..

you see grayson starting to wake up. as soon as he becomes fully conscious, he realizes what he's doing and releases his arms from your body. "oh, sorry.."

"grayson.."

"i'm sorry y/n. i- i didn't really mean to.. you know. i was just caught up in the moment and-"

"it's okay grayson. i'm just surprised, what is this going to do to our friendship? and what is ethan going to say?"

"well.. hopefully our friendship can go back to the way it was, and ethan doesn't have to know."

"well isn't he gonna get suspicious?" you sat up, questioning him.

"why would he get suspicious?"

"well, because you know.. now there's something between us."

"well we're just gonna have to pretend like there's not. ethan can't know." He rolled his eyes and sat up to join you.

"what? why not?"

"because he'll get mad at me." He rubbed his eyes.

"why would he get mad?"

"it- it's complicated, look y/n, we can talk about this later." He began getting out of the bed. "i have to get home and check up on ethan." he began collecting his clothes from around the room.

"oh, okay. don't forget your shirt downstairs. text me and tell me how ethan is, okay?"

"sure." He walked out of the door and exited your house.

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Grayson

i can't believe i did this. ethan is going to be so upset with me.. he's liked her for the longest time. i can't let him find out..

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Y/n

FUCKKKKKK. what am i supposed to do? why am i feeling this way? idk if i should even tell him that i'm feeling things.. he seemed pretty,, not into me :/ ugh. this sucks.

*text conversation later between you and gray*

(2:45 p.m)

y/n: "how is he?"

gray: "he's fine. he just had a fever, but he's way better today.

y/n: "oh, that's good."

gray: "yep."

y/n: "um, gray..? are we ever gonna talk about what happened?"

gray: "well.. what is there to talk about."

y/n: "uhm? well maybe WHY it happened ??"

gray: "i told you.. i was caught up in the moment."

y/n: "right, i forgot. :|"

*he leaves you on seen*

what is happening? why is he acting like this? i don't even know what i did, he's the one that kissed ME. i thought it was more than that.. maybe it was just me. :/