Nothing More

Three

WHY AM I CONFUSING MYSELF. yesterday it was grayson and i was feeling things.. and now i'm feeling things for ethan.. FUCK what am i supposed to do ?? how am i supposed to choose..?

half way into the movie you realized it was 7:45, you were getting hungry. "hey E?"

"yeah?" He glances over to you.

"should we get something to eat? you've been here since 4:30 and we haven't eaten anything all day."

"yeah that would probably be a good idea." ethan releases his grip from you, and you do the same. you pause the movie and both stand up. when you stand, you rub your eyes and yawn.

"tired already?" he said with a little giggle

"you can't blame me when the only thing i've done all day is sit on a couch and watch movies." you laughed

"i guess you're right haha"

"so what- or where- do you want to eat?"

"should we just postmate something so we can finish our movie faster?"

"yeah that's probably a good idea." you said, pulling your phone out of your pocket.

when the food arrived, you sat back on the couch and finish your movie while you ate your food. when you and ethan finished your food, you started getting even more tired. you snuggled back up to ethan like before and tried your hardest not to drift off, but eventually you did.

ethan finished the movie and saw that you were asleep. he smiled and put on another movie. he didn't want to bother you because you looked so peaceful. halfway through that movie, ethan drifted to sleep too.

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the next morning

you woke up around 9:30 to find yourself laying on ethan's chest with his arms wrapped around you, still peacefully sleeping. it was the best feeling in the world. you looked at him and smiled and laid your head back on his chest and closed your eyes.

i never want this to end.. why am i confusing myself so much.do i want ethan ?? do i want grayson ?? idk what to do..

you dozed off back to sleep

about an hour later you're startled awake by the sound of your phone.  it was a text from grayson.

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gray: "hey y/n, have you seen ethan? he didn't come home last night"

y/n: "idk."

gray: "okay look y/n, i'm sorry i've been acting weird. i just shouldn't have done what i did, i hope things can go back to the way they were."

y/n: "can we talk about this later?"

gray: "sure."

y/n: "don't worry. ethan game over to watch a movie and he fell asleep, he's okay."

gray: "you didn't tell him about what happened, did you?"

y/n: "no, why?"

gray: "he just can't find out, alright?"

y/n: "whatever, i won't tell him."

gray: "alright, talk later?"

y/n: "yes, come over around 7 p.m, okay?"

gray: "okay."

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ethan starts to wake up. he notices you laying on his chest while you're playing on your phone and he smiles. you look up and him. "oh," you sit up. "good morning sleepy head."