𝐄𝐍𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐌 ➔ 𝘔𝘈𝘙𝘐𝘈𝘕𝘖 𝘊𝘈𝘚𝘛𝘈𝘕𝘖

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚗

— Back in NJ with the boys

Mattia had spent the past week burying his real feelings into Alondra, along with his dick, but that's besides the point. He'd be lying if he said he wasn't hurt by the fact that Alessya left him. But he did deserve it for cheating in the first place. Although he wouldn't admit it. He was toxic, he liked to blame the fact on the breaking up being her fault.

She promised Mattia that she'd always be there for him, through thick and thin, but when shit got rough, she left. What a bitch. Fixing his hair in the mirror, he grabbed hold of his phone before heading down the stairs and out the house. If anyone were to ask him why exactly he cheated, he wouldn't have a clear answer, because honestly he didn't know why either. Most likely it was due to the fact that he was thinking with his dick.

He was a hormonal teenager, after staying loyal to Alessya for two years, without so little as a handjob, he felt like he was going crazy. Then Alondra came around while he was drunk at the party, his thoughts being clouded and not able to think straight. She started telling him that she was better than Alessya in every way, and she'd happily sleep with him. Without much persistence, Mattia gave in and kissed her.

They ended up sleeping together than night, on Alessya's bed, and it's kind of stuck and became a thing. Surely Mattia didn't really like her though, his feelings were for Alessya. He was sure that he actually loved the tiny girl. But his lust won the fight and he ended up getting caught up with Alondra, and ended up losing the only girl that was there for him through everything.

Hopping into his car, he pressed the push to start button before buckling in his seatbelt. Currently they had a week left of break before school started, so they were making the most of it and going out places. Although Alejandro has been distant from them since finding out that everyone but him knew. When the confrontation happened, Mattia felt bad. Knowing how close Ale and Alé were, and he knew it would hurt her if she ever found out that he knew and kept it from her.

But Alejandro was also the boys friends, and it left him in the middle, conflicted by a decision that he didn't know which side he stood on. Sighing in annoyance, one hand stayed placed on the steering wheel while the other ran through his hair. It was a habit of his to play with his own hair, especially when frustrated.

Finally pulling up to Kairi's house, he honked the horn repeatedly to annoy the shorter male. Before seeing him run out, Yami trailing close behind. Those two were always together, it was disgusting if you asked Mattia. To see people always up each other's asses, especially when the feelings were one sided in that relationship. But Mattia wouldn't say anything, considering it'd make him a hypocrite. The same situation occurred between Alondra and him.

But Kairi had been doing it for way longer, almost a year now. Mattia had only been "together" with Alondra for a week now, before then, they were just friends with benefits. The sound of the car doors being opened is what snapped him out his train of thought, looking over to see Kairi hopping in the front seat.

"Yo what's up bro," Kairi greeted before the two shook up with each other.

"Hey!" Yamilka greeted happily from the backseat of the car, a bright smile across her face.

"Sup," he responded back to her before beginning to drive off.

"So Alondra texted me and asked if we're picking her up too?" Yami asked, having her phone out ready to text back Mattia's answer.

"Hell no, I need some space away from her — I need to breathe, and maybe get a girl." He stated, in all seriousness. Yet the others took it as being a joke and laughed it off. "I'm serious," he clarified as he rolled his eyes before turning in the direction of Alejandros house.

"Oh," was all Yami said as she typed away on her phone.

"Honestly Yami, I only went to pick up Kairi, if I would've known you were there too, I wouldn't have bothered swinging by this way," he confessed with a nonchalant shrug. Finally reaching Alejandros house, he honked his horn to signal his arrival before feeling Kairi nudge him.

"Bro, what's up with you, you good?" Kairi asked as he side eyed Yami in the back, sitting in silence as she looked between the two like some lost puppy. To which Mattia rolled his eyes.

"Nah bro, I'm straight. Are you good?" Mattia asked, the both of them knowing exactly to what he was referring to. Causing Kairi just to snaked his head as a warning, trying to tell him don't with his eyes.

Honestly Mattia wasn't good, he was fucking miserable now that Alessya was gone. It would be one thing for them to break up but still be around the gang, that way he could work on rebuilding her trust. But it was to the point where they broke up and she was gone. All the way in another country, probably meeting cute guys that look like Justin Bieber or something. Upon that thought, he began to get angry. Not liking the idea of seeing her with another guy. Ever since she left, he's became an even bigger dick. He's been acting out and being a jackass to everyone.

He felt that everyone did him wrong, by not helping his hide his affair, they risked him his relationship, so he was ready to ruin everyone else's. Through it all, Alejandro seemed to be the only unproblematic one, usually as the middle man, but not even wanting to be involved with anyone. Shaking his head in dismay, he heard the door being opened, Alejandro soon hopping into the car quietly. His usual smile was nowhere to be seen on his face.

Due to one mistake, Mattia was slowly ruining the whole squad. And he couldn't even take responsibility for it; instead blaming everyone else saying that it was their fault and they deserved everything that was coming..