In the beginning it was al like a big dream.
All was romantic all felt so free.
She was the woman of magic times.
Getting energy with her mind.
You gave back all you received until one day someone interferes.
Your kids nowhere to be seen.
Your pain turned into silence and you can no longer be the man of her dreams.
One bottle of wine after each other you let her know about your grief.
You blame her for your pain and sorrow and you constantly panic about tomorrow.
You burry yourself in your worries and don't listen to her concerns.
For you are the King of the swords and whoever hurts you will get hurt.
As the days passes weeks and months, now you live together and your fear of detachment shows.
You hover her every move, follow her every thoughts.
You look in her phone for signs of betrayal but get disappointed with every attempt.
Because she is loyal to you and loves you but you can't believe she is what she says.
As the night comes you two are in another argument.
You said mean things again, she sleeps in the other room.
You break a dish hoping she comes talk to you. You take her keys hoping she fights you.
You open her door thinking she might turn around and look at you.
She doesn't look so you leave it open to annoy her, but she doesn't care, her peace is inside of her.
As more days passes weeks and months....
You come home from work but you don't see her face.
She used to wait for you and greet you.
Damn she even used to sleep with you.
Luckily she still lives with you, Cooks and does your laundry for you.
She cleans and decorate the house and does the groceries too?
She caters a Christmas Party with lots of food with both you families?
And you're confused because she still sleeps in the other room.
You tried to talk to her many times but not even once listened.
She tells you you're being ignorant.
Why won't you just listen.
You talk and talk until one day you ask her...
Who are you? This is not the woman I met.
The woman of magic times.
Her answer was; you changed her, you fooled her.
You damaged her with words that were not of love.
You ignored her thoughts and made her numb.
You still have her but you don't want her.
Because now you used and broke her you are ready to dispose of her.
She deleted all the pictures of your times together.
The ones you look at everyday.
Now your phone is useless and you feel empty as your head.
You are hurt and angry because those pictures where your best memories.
