I hated you! Jarren Alcanta

Prologue

      Crizie Mendoza seriously.

      Her mood messing up if she couldn't go through to what she planned in her day off , is this you called change? your still in your pathetic old habit.

      Seeing that she's clueless ruining her precious time right now , your no fun! whining her mind ,   it's a good thing she's alone.

     Or else she surely get what she deserve ,   by scolded hard for taking so much time , specialy when she save up for it,  But ,  she'll just end up hesitating to spend a single penny and when it happens , here comes the rescue.

      Her friends will drag her out after Sereen snatched her wallet in her hand , before she reacts the reciept waving and landed in her palm with her wallet.

       She knows that her personality is a completely a headache to everyone.

     Gosh .. your not normal , I can't take it your stinginess and it's not like your materialistic ,   don't you think your just mean to yourself?  in her busy long week working its normal to compensate yourself once atleast!..  besides what's wrong being practical.

       Now a days even youngster knows it. 

      Her life should be focus to lessen pressure to herself , and stop giving self a hard time even in a simple thing , asides her family who would care  her hard work? exactly!   her loud mind response ,  she agreed.   So clueless that she's being inconsiderate to herself , a small token for a reward ,  that's right give in take!   and now facing the nature of independent confidently , with the commotion in her head ,  she still not convince looking at herself in the mirror inside the shop.

      No cure in Crizie stubbornness , if there's some requirement having a simple life ,  sure thing she's in big trouble.  For goodness Crizie , just be yourself like the other girls.

      Besides , money is no problem.  And your budget enough to buy thing you like , and it's your rest day. You were so excited earlier to fulfill the list of things you like to do in your note , it's fine to treat yourself a little.

       It never slit in Crizie head that she's one of kind fool , that right she's unreliable outside her shell , with her personality. Sure , she's aware that her solely enemy is herself , a crucial evidence the moment her mind out of nowhere , that she's kind of a little stressing and you could tell she's good for nothing , it's a relief she manage to fastened her list in the fridge.

My bucket list.

I seen it ,  some post in social media , its look fun and interesting , so I have my own list and see what the result?. If i dont want to waste my time in my rest day , I needs to organize my mind and a little help with my bucket list.

But , I have my worries. As I know myself well , a troublemaker.

Last night before I closed my eyes , throwaways negative thought with crossed fingers , finally it's all set. And with all that ,  she were sure that she cleared her mind , calmed and careful if happens things go wrong ofcourse her mind full of trashy worries it's her thing , to the point she' just going out to enjoy her day off. But , she's too ahead that might something happen and how to face any unexpected situation. She's long way to get use the life here , wasn't easy facing the possibility that she's by herself alone in a big city.

Silly , it may your first time.

And haven't tried to explore outside your wall on your own , her home town is nothing much different in City it's just tall building amaze her. The only problem is her , right only her! having a good friend in her side. She slowly moving and confidently adapt her surrounding , now that her friends were busy that's why she's alone.