I hated you! Jarren Alcanta

Chapter six

   Crizie's POV

      Monday.
      Time checked , sleepy head Crizie sense the sunrise from window through the floor bouncing to her bed without opening her eyes , her hand automatically reach the sunlight and let it for a few minutes.

      Ten? the moment her skin feels the scorching sun and with the desk clock next to the lampshade.

      Gosh , my head.

      Crizie whimpered looking at the two arrow hands and it tells five minutes to Ten in the morning , then slightly massage her head.

      A smug face claimed her guess is right , not bad after all she wasn't expected it that she got a sleep.

      Every Monday morning Crizie childish behavior shows in her , she believe it possess on her.

      She likes to tap her face with her two hands until her sleepy head awakes. By doing it , it feels like her body and troublemaker mind split for the time being and hoping its still works ,  she pulled her body off the bed and sit. Please , just stay in the line you hard-headed fox! Crizie so brazen at early morning trying to straighten her mind , its fine.

      Just left it behind that everything happened yesterday night ,  don't let it hurt you and take away the feeling that 'am okay..   its okay ,  her mind sympathy.  ...  and think that you weren't at home and sleep early ,   that's good to begin your day.

      Breathe in... breathe out ,   keeping herself intact doing self meditating it helps her.  You were expecting a miracle?   and here goes her head.

      Gosh.. seriously.
      My head trapped desperately and a part of me torn to pieces , no cure , it seems in badly shaped. If I could just forget that moment ,  cursing in me vividly.  And just take it easily ,   until my head explodes and never work again.   Because I know ,   any solution won't ease the pain. That clueless stray cat!   is not enough to know that Jarren had a girlfriend , do I have to witnessed that intimate scene and slapped it to my face besides I know where I should stand ,  funny  all questions bang in my head after seeing them.  I couldn't spell it out in my nerve ,   her eyes deny the  proof in front of me.  But ,  when this girl sealed Jarren with a kissed.  My whole night were doomed..   and not sure if I even got sleep when my mind was awake.  

      When everyone dancing gracefully under the mellow music ,   that interrupted scene didn't leave her head and now that her sense about to collapse. She must do something to eliminate it or else her mind away today.  Not again while continuing tapping her face , with the bottles of blue ice.   Did I drunk one case?  with an empty stomach last night I think I really need a slap! headache suddenly lining in her nerve , so Crizie move her butt.

Its her day off that's why she has guts to let the alcohol to covered her up and eager to calm herself , and now she regret it. Poking her head as if doing it somehow her hangover will subside , now that she's up the only solution comes in her head. Do her morning routine and make herself busy , probably not in rush with her small studio type apartment she can finish cleaning within half hour. Anyway her time is in her hand , unlike every work day her move calculated , when Crizie foot heading to the toilet and open the faucet in her left side , she wanted to stay at home. So warm water to wash her face is enough , 'am not kind that love beauty product or any skin care etc. , for her facial wash , moisturising cream is enough and Candy share some facial mask , she said it good to pamper herself. I have a fair skin and I think its good thing besides 'am too lazy to apply it anyway , and after brush teeth , pee and lastly change her pajamas .