I hated you! Jarren Alcanta

Chapter five

    Jarren's POV

      Jarren can't still used to hear the noise inside the bar , with those girls grooving , jumping in  massive crowds as he expected Laguna Moon is no joke. 

      And getting more intense when Jband coming out from the back stage ,  everyone screaming ,  they gone crazy specially girls who couldn't hold themselves while every members busy setting up the stage. 

      Like a pro artist ,  you can tell the vibes that they have a good future as idols. 

      A smile glimpse on their faces ,  when a new guy drummer guy wave at them , his smile lavishly like a spell spark in their eyes.

      He's been in Laguna Moon ,  and its his third time in here.

      The Jband almost a decade since the first time they performed at Laguna Moon ,  although the only member remained on stage ,  originally the legendary Sammy the guitarist.  He still hot on stage ,  with  other members the band still alive.   I heard that a month ago the owner of the bar Mr Moon fired the troublemaker drummer for three times offence and now.

     A new face guy looks stunned ,  eyes on the crowd and it suddenly chilled in excitement ,  he sure got the attention when he heartedly tap his drums and capture the heart of everyone , with his gestures , winks and smiled on his face never leave his lips. 

       Watching it ,  I feel like my jaws could cramps anytime just seeing him smiling continuously ,  it didn't rest not even a second ,  he sure Mr nice guy in the eyes of everyone.

      But , something is not right.   Am I the only one sense it?  his gaze likely sparkling towards the wavy hair lady in the front , it tells something off.

      A guy like me who'd inexperienced felt petty for some reason , I claimed it.   And no objection why my life is one of the example of a loser?  compare to this guy. 

      I Jarren  Alcanta a coward hopeless , nuisance , temperamental like me don't have a right to like someone.

       When was it started? that night it keep reappearing when Crizie sitting so innocent ,  I was mesmerized for a moment and sure thing she loves being alone in her own world.   So do i ,   but why my peaceful life ,  now in delusion I keeps seeing her , and it messing up inside my head.

     To think its been a long months had passed still alarming , specially I have weird feeling , a wavy girl sitting near the stage along with other girls , my nerves uneasy a similar reaction when Crizie's around. 

     And one thing clear it same feelings grew the left side in his chest ,   that night when she was sitting comfortably alone ,  waiting to Mrs Linda outside the shop.

      Inexplicable , when my eyes attached on her. Seemed my sober mind fascinated , Crizie seriously playing her phone. Looking so pretty enjoying the rythm of music she's listened to , seeing her head waving in the air.

      That night when Mr Beller passed out ,   his rebelling against to my transfer to the main office. 

       He obviously get drunk ,  my decision is final and that night the last day.

      And Tony help him to grabed a taxi and send him off after he give the address to the driver. I keeping my mind straight , I was surprised to see myself when my feet heading to the elevator , manage to press second floor button , while my balance hard to control , head spinning enough to threw up if I stay even a minutes inside the elevator. But with all that trouble , my mind hopes that she didn't left yet , and it happened I got lucky. I wanted to see her for the last time ,  Ma'am Jenny assigned me at main branch starting next Sunday ,  that's what I wanted all along.  But ,  now that seeing her.