I hated you! Jarren Alcanta

Chapter thirteen

Crizie Jarren's POV

Seven half past , already.

No wonder. I heard my stomach growled not having anything inspite of Ms Kim served tea with a slice cake I bought. I can't force myself to eat.

I don't have appetite and I just want to go home.

Mrs Rivera insisted to have dinner before I leave , with the empty stomach food is not that I want.

Oh I almost forgot....

I just had a half of grillled sweet sausage and one dumpling for my lunch , that was my favorite fried dumplings with chilli soy sauce to deep in and sweet sausage with pepper.

But , what I saw lost my appetite Trisha who jumped to Jarren and hugged him dearly.

What she doing here? well her boyfriend work here ,  but wasn't it too much in her first visit.  What a great scene.  Are they filming? lucky for them. They got an audience in such vulnerable position , costumers were too happy to see them too sweet to each other.

With the lunch I bought , I crossed fingers leaving there in such hurry. I don't want to be a third party like we are close to greeted each other.

      Aunty Linda timing worry me , when she hand me the reciept and asking to brought it to Mr Beller. I flashed to crossed an excuse , it was my first to dodged her eyes. Making myself busy in the corner. I didn't mean to disobeyed her. I hate liars but look what have I done ,   because of my annoying self pestered in unwanted scene 'am telling lie ,  that I should go visit Mrs Rivera. That I just received a message ,   and about to leave after  I loaded the shampoo in the shelves.  What I did bothered me and sounds like I condemn her ,  when I told her wait to Isabela who went to comfort room.

That's my mistake talking without thinking first , so ridiculous.

I really don't like the idea having encounter to Jarren girlfriend , she sure accompanying him.

Although I already asked Aunty that I have to leave early , my schedule today isn't urgent. It just sudden air got polluted because of those couple downstairs , who invade my head since then.  I got her permission ,  and not because it's Mrs Rivera personal request to the Director of the facility to let me at least one a week to visit her.  I like to accompany her and be her side ,  she's so nice to me and since Ms Kim with her.   She's resposible to assist and monitor her health.

       I hope my presence give back her energy.

       At the same time give her some massage ,  help her and tell some story.

But I still have an hour. So I end up leaving early to avoid Aunty suspicious and see myself off and impatiently waiting to grabbed a taxi , it ruined my mood because I let myself get affected to Trisha.

Looks how ill-fated turned out and in worse scenario.

I really do believe I don't deserve it , all I wish to cease myself from Trisha that I got strike by her lightning specially when she's with Jarren. Its pierced my soul , feel stuffy around her.

I've been like this since I was discreetly sitting in the back seat , Trisha intimately next to Jarren and that was far way I could endure specially eveeytime he smiled back at her.

I have no interest to get close to Trisha , not because of Jarren nor my jealousy though I don't denied it. But , I don't like fake people that's how I feel about her. I had this wierd thought that in her eyes 'am threat in there relationship.  But , looks my situation to think am stupid to let her scam by her charm.