I hated you! Jarren Alcanta

Chapter four

Crizie's POV

Scrolling in my cellphone ,
for the 20th time today
Reading the text you sent me again ,
though I memorized it anyway

It was an afternoon in December
when I reminded you of that day
When we bumped into each other ,
but you didn't say hi cause I
looked away

And maybe that was the biggest
mistake of my life
And maybe I haven't moved on since
that night

Chorus
Cause it's 12:51 and I thought
my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed thingking
of you again

And that moon shines so bright ,
but I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you're moving on and
I'm not that strong to hold on ,
any longer

It's 12:51 by Kriszy and Ericka , one of the favorite song in Crizie's playlist , while listening to it there was a times that it getting on her nerves feeling emotional

Some lines seems were meant for her. It was an afternoon in December when I reminded of you that day , that stray cat!

He doesn't have sense of loyalty.

To think it almost three months has passed since Jarren transfered to the main office , but it feels like it just happened last week and still it's frustrating for being clueless about the last word coming from his mouth , was it his farewell word? he seemed fine though he looks sobered that night.

She heard that day Mr Beller giving a small conglatory party to Jarren with his co-workers for his last day.

He might be happy with the idea that Jarren will leave.

Like what in the lyrics , maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life and I haven't move on since that night , that every single word point out the fact that I missed that opportunity.

No wonder if its because of the spirit of alcohol the reason why Jarren out of control , it may against in his will. He's totally different than his usual self , but one side of her likes it. On how Jarren making a move without consent when his under control of alcohol.

Did he even remembered that night?

While Crizie sitting comfortable with cross leg in a bench and Aunt Linda getting her thing inside , that evening in Gallery Mall others shop were close already and its too quiet.

She didn't notice that someone cautiuosly standing not afar from her and it takes a minute to say a word.

" Crizie- , " his making a scene.

That was too sudden and too much to handle in her state , so Crizie thought it better for her just let it slide.

Ignore it.

Better that way or things went wrong if she don't pay attention in her situation , so she scrolled her phone and keep her mind intact , cross fingers to hold herself and think first or she'll regret it afterward.

The fact that she knows the owner this husky voice , it took awhile to calm down herself to the point that she's having heart attact because of Jarren. It was unwelcomed feeling and her pulse rapidly beat " If only you knew.. " his sounds deep , seems hesitation pulled his tounge , whether he continue or just leave it , let floating under his breathe to what's troubling him.

" Jarren?.. "

" Aunty!... "

" What are you doing here? I heard to Mr Beller you were transfer in Causeway branch.. is everything settle ? your boss quite unhappy , "