The love she never knew

Use your words

After that dinner, the one where the whole bunker found out that you and Ms.Venable were together, you realized something about yourself. For so long you were the weak and damaged one, the one people would walk all over or the person who didn't exist in others eyes. It was like you didn't matter, no, not like, you didn't matter to anyone. That was until last night. You held yourself in a way that demanded respect, you felt like you had power.
Ms.Mead didn't approve of your relationship with the administrator but her opinion wouldn't mean less to you. She wasn't in charge and she didn't get a say in the matter.
You and Mina are back in your room, changing into your night time attire. "You were amazing." she says with her back to you. "Thank you.". Your words are short. In her mind, the lack of speech you display, means something negative. "Are you mad at me?" she turns around, her hair is resting on her sholder and she looks absolutely stunning. "Why would I be?", you are very confused. "I told them without asking you first.". You don't care about that, you never really cared about that. "Oh Mina, I was turned on when you did that. If people weren't watching I would have taken you right then and there." you laugh. Her eyebrow raises as she walks slowly to you. "Turned on you say? Are you still?". It is obvious what she is implying. "Yes". "You know when you were in my clothes taking charge I was so turned on.". Venable is right up close, her lips almost touching yours. "Well I haven't taken my clothes off yet." you tell her in a low and seductive voice. Before your lips can connect she throws you up against the wall to gain more control. With every move Venable makes, no matter how subtle it is, she dominates you. She starts withyour hands, More specifically holding them in place forcing you to stay still as the rest unfold. Her knee finds its way to your centre and you try you best to supress a moan but end up failing miserably. This earns a smirk from the redheaded beauty standing in front of you. For now you give in, listening to every command and letting her take total control of you. Her hands traveled from your wrists to your waist, she didn't have to command you to keep them there it was unsaid but still known so you obey. You let your eyes slip closed when your lovers lips connect with your own. The kiss deepens when her tounge battles for dominance with yours. This is short lived for you give in very quickly. Now you need more, the teasing is becoming too much for you. This she can sense this from you. "Bed, now." she orders sharply. Obediently, you walk over and stand by it for she didn't give any other directions. She starts to walk over to you when she gives you another order. "Lie down.". Again you obey and she climbs on top of you. Immediatly Venable gets to work pleasuring you then you pleasure her. The two of you make love all night, until both you and the redhead are tired. By the end you were both naked and too exhausted to get dressed.
The time came for breakfast though neither of you want to get out of bed. Now, as you are in the arms of Wilhemina, you are warm. Everywhere else in the outpost is cold. "Good morning love." the older woman greets sleepily, her eyes barely open. "Good morning, I guess it's time for us to get ready for breakfast. We can't be late you know." you smirk. Reluctantly you both get up and get dressed. She wears her normal black victorian dress and you wear something similar from her closet. As much as you want to wear one of her corsets, you didn't want to smush the little babe inside of you. Secretly you are very excited to have this child in your arms, to see what she looks like and who she will become but you are also scared. A feeling normal for a first time mother, but even more expected for a woman in your position. This may not be the best time to deliver a child but not the worst you supposed. Here in the bunker you are safe from diseases and the radiation from outside but there is no telling what will happen with everyone else. The others don't like you and normally you didn't really care because you have learned to ignore them but now, your daughter may be harmed bacause of everyone else. The worry across your face reads like a book, the book that Wilhemina frequently reads. "What's the matter dear?" she was always able to tell when something was off with you. "Nothing really.". She didn't believe you. "Are you sure? Your face tells me it is a little more than nothing.". "It's just that I worry about our little girl. I know in here she is safe from disease but what is going to stop everyone else from hurting her. They don't like me. They have never liked me. The only time they pretended to respect me was yesterday. I dressed and acted like leader they feared." what you decide to leave out is that you liked that. You loved being feared, in that moment you fed on their fear. "There is nothing to worry about, they will not touch our little girl, I will deal with anyone who tries.". she was right. If anyone tried either you or she would take care of them. Now it is time for you to go to breakfast. Meal time is always the worst, you hated everyone there.
When you got down there everyone was silent. Probably because they were still processing everything that happened at dinner the previous night. "I assume you and Ember had a good night last night." the blonde scoffed leaving you and the redhead very confused. Still standing above your chairs, Ms.Venable inquires more. "What do you mean exactly Ms.Vanderbuilt?" her voice was low and steady. Everyone ot the table refused to make eye contact with either of you. It remained silent until the hairdresser left his retorts. "The whole bunker could hear you and your little whore fucking all night. It's kind of hard for the rest of us to get sleep when we hear that going on.". you stopped listening after you were reffered to as a whore. That's what everyone used to call you. Changes needed to be made, respect needed to be given. "You never reffer to me as that again, if you do I will see to it myself that the proper punishment is given. That goes for all of you. I will not tolerate any disrespect or snide remarks. Do understand me?". It is true, you were very tires of the way they were treating you. It needed to stop before your child entered the world. Ms.Venable spoke up after you. "You will refer to her as Mistress. We own you and disrespect will not be tolerated.". Mistress, hm, you kind of liked that, it demanded authority. "You have got to be kidding me. That little tramp does not own me!" Coco exclaimed as she stood up fast making her chair fall to the ground. Without hesitation you walked over to where she was standing and slapped her across the cheek. "What the hell." she said while holding the redening skin. "I think you need to be punished, don't you? Constantly disrespecting others will not be tolerated." you snarled at her. When you looked into her eyes all you could see was fear. The fear that you put there. "Ms.Mead take care of our little problem would you?" Ms.Venable asks. Immediatly the gaurds came and took Coco to the dungeon. As for everyone else, they were sent back to their rooms without food. They had to now wait until dinner because of their bad behaviour. You and Ms.Venable also went back to your room.