Secrets

2-How could you?

*Ava's POV*

Dad came home a week later and I was pissed.I've read too much of this stuff mom's wrote down about him."What's wrong?"Dad asked one day."How could you?"I asked walking a little bit closer to him."What do you mean?"He asked."You abused mom didn't you?"I asked quietly so the wouldn't hear."How do you know?"He asked."Mom's little notebook."I replied."I thought that was thrown away."I think he said mostly to himself more than me."How could you?"I asked again."Why do you care?That bitch is gone now!I can do what I want now without her getting mad or something about it!"He said."I hate you."I said."You can't just give up anymore Ava."He said."Just get drunk now why don't you."I said."You whore."He said."Asshole."I said.I swear he was drunk.I walked out of the room but right before that I heard that asshole say something else."Hey I wasn't the one who wanted to have sex with her dad."He said."Go to hell."I said.I went into my room and laid on my bed and sighed.One stupid mistake when I was sixteen.I screamed into my pillow and after that I just started crying.I don't have anybody left that understands me.What happen to my dad?I sat up and looked at the photo on my bedside table.12 years ago.I was seven.I was happy.Everyone was happy.Mom was happy.Dad was happy.Everyone.Below the photo it said:I Love Us.I took the photo out of the frame and put it in one of my drawers."Just forget the past.Forget everything he's ever said to you.He's a monster."I whispered to myself."Just..forget."I said.I hate my life and everyone in it."Why did I ever exist?"I asked myself.Dad stood in the doorway."What?"I asked harshly."I-I'm-"I cut him off."I'm not mom!I'm not just going to take sorry from you and move on with life!Everything you said out there hurt me so bad.I want to die now!I hate my life.I feel like i'm underwater and no one can save me.Just because I look like mom doesn't mean i'm like her."I said."I can't find any way to make it up to you."He said."You never will.I hate you."I said walking out of the room."Ava Hope Graceffa."He said."I don't care!"I yelled.I was about to start crying again."Ava!"He said again."I hate you!You're a monster!That's why i'm taking Lovely away with me."I said."She's my child too."He said."Yeah but she's mine too and I don't want my daughter around bad people."I said and packed stuff for me and Love and left with Lovely.

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UGHHHHHHH!Drama!Yay I double updated!What do think about Joey now?Ok sorry(ABOUT JOEY)byyyyyyeeeeee!!!!

~Jenna