So I punched a hole in the roof
Let the flood carry away all the pictures of you (Sorry if it isn't right I'm listening to a lyric vid)
The water filled my lungs
I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing
-Taylor Swift Clean
*Ava's POV* (Pic above is what Lovely will look like when she's older)
I scream.I'm home alone slowly losing my mind.Zach has the kids.I throw photos of me and dad around the room.I hate him for all the things he did to me.He can never take back anything he did to me."I hate him!"I shout at no one.I slide down the wall and cradle my head in my knees and sob.No one actually loves me.I'm just the fuck up child.The child that just causes trouble.The child they never wanted.I can't stand this pain anymore.I stand up and walk to the medicine cabinet and grab the pain pills i've been taking every once in a while.I get five pills and take them all at once."This is just the start of it all."I whisper.
*Joey's POV*
Courtney,Lily,Addyson,and I decorate the tree.It's a couple days until Christmas.We always decorate late for some reason that i'll never know."Do you think Ava is coming over here for Christmas this year?"Jenna asked."I don't think so ,but Zach said he'll still bring Love,Joseph,and Sky."I replied."She never comes over here for Christmas."She said."Well she is a little depressed babe."I said putting the star on the top of the tree."Done!"I said.Addy started jumping up and down in excitement.We were somewhat a happy family.
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Suckish chapter.Yeah I know.Ok bye!
~Jenna
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Secrets
Fanfiction[Book 5 of 6] Learning from my mistakes still.I still worry about dad each day as he becomes weaker.Then mom's old notebook is found and hell starts as I find out secrets that are painful, happy, tragic, and always dramatic. I begin to think:Was it...
