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*Joey's POV*

"Why Ava?"I asked."Because no one loves me!Not even you because i'm the damn fuck up child!"Ava yelled."No you're-"She cut me off."Yes I am."She said."You don't know what you've done to me do you?You've left so many scars that can't be covered.I hate you."She said.I felt like my heart dropped.She wasn't on drugs or anything.She meant it."Ok then."I said and left.I started crying once I got in the car.Zach is keeping the kids away from Ava.I drove home.My life is a damn sad story that'll never end.I went in the house.

*Ava's POV*

Zach came over a week after dad came here."Please remember me as not an insane mess."I said."You have to stop."He said."My dad never stopped.He hasn't stopped doing stupid shit.Not even when I was little."I said."What does your dad have to do with this?"He asked."He has everything to do with all of this.He ruined my life."I said."I give up ok?You just figure it out yourself.Your kids are with your sister."He said leaving.I went to my room and looked at the photo of me and dad at Disney."And I thought you were the good guy."I mumbled putting the photo in a drawer.I lay on my bed and sigh.What if I die?Would anyone even give a damn?I have no clue.The world is against me again.I get up and go into the bathroom and find some scissors.I cut my hair until it's up by my chin.I want to change but I can't change the past.I don't understand why I still wear dad's old shirt I stole from him when I was fourteen.I go outside and jump in the pool that I had.I keep myself underwater as I see memories of everything that's happen the past few year and realize that I need my family to recover from this.I swim up.I breath heavily.(I'm changing the description of Broken Hearts if you're wondering)I get out and dry off inside.I put on a random shirt,skinny jeans,and some boots.I grab a duffle bag and pack some clothes for a week and I grab my IPhone 13 and went out to my car."Oh wait!"I said to no one but myself then run inside grabbing the photo of me and dad.I got back in my car.I'm going home.

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I thought of making Ava not crazy anymore so sorry if you're dissapointed about that.There will be a new description for Broken Hearts but i'm not posting it on here or anywhere.You're going to have to find out yourself.So yeah that's all...goodbye!

~Jenna

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