"She ain't the same
She isn't how she was when I first met her
Knowing I broke her breakes me too"
-She Ain't The Same (I feel this relates to Jenna & Ava)
By:Me
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*Joey's POV*
Just one little cut didn't help.Just one little cut and i've broken Ava's promise.I've ruined this family.I should've died not Jenna.She would've handled this better.Ava would have a better life.She has every right to hate me.I'd never blame her for yelling it across the room.I lay in bed alone in the middle of the night thinking this.I am alone.I don't have Jenna.I'll never hold her ever again.I get out of bed and go into the living room and just sit."You know mom is still alive."Ava said walking in the room."Yeah I know.In Heaven."I said."No.Real life."She said sitting next to me."Ava don't joke around like this."I said."I'm not.She went to Boston.She's alive.She pretended to die.She wanted to see if you'd really be a good dad if she wasn't here."She said looking me straight in the eyes."I..I can't..believe this."I said."She's coming here in the morning."She said walking out.
*Next Morning*
"Why would you fucking do that!You're insane!If you were here I wouldn't have gotten Ava pregnant!"I yelled."Joey please."Jenna said.Tears ran down her face and I didn't feel sorry for her."I'm done.Forever."I said."Joey."She said again."No!Go find your own fucking place!You have enough siblings!"I said."You fucked up everything Jenna.Everything!"I yelled the last part.I went into our room and Jenna followed."We're getting divorced."I said."I'm not signing those fucking papers."She said."I'm not the insane bitch who pretended to die."I said.She grabbed my arm and turned me around."Look me in the eye and say that if you really mean it."She said.I can't.I kissed her.I stopped."I'm..so..sorry."I said."For what?"She asked.I tossed her the notebook."First page."I said.She read the first page."You don't-"I cut her off. "I do."I said.
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Sorry for another short chapter.I'll still do my other stories while I re-write the FSS series.(Remember you have to follow me to read it)Does anyone want to make a trailer for any of the books?(In the series only)I would appreciate it if any of you would!Tell me if you make one,it'll be one of my chapters if you do!Do any of you think think this is a dream?Ok bye.
~Jenna
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Secrets
Fanfiction[Book 5 of 6] Learning from my mistakes still.I still worry about dad each day as he becomes weaker.Then mom's old notebook is found and hell starts as I find out secrets that are painful, happy, tragic, and always dramatic. I begin to think:Was it...
