Secrets

11-Shattering Silence

"It so quiet without you babe
I know your happy or sad
Either way the shattering silence without you
Breaks my heart."
-Shattering Silence
By:Me (I suck at writing songs)

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☆Ava's POV☆

Dad has a sentence for ten years for murder and abuse.He killed Hayden later that day after I left his house and he abused mom pretty bad.Mom was in the hostpital for a month but she's fine now.Hayden is gone.Forever.He's not coming back.I wonder what dad felt like waking up knowing he abused his first true love and killing his daughter's boyfriend.I wonder.I hope he felt so fucking terrible that he wanted to die.I hope he felt.The Hartmans have another son.Jack.(Sorry LFI lovers lol)We talked at the funeral and he seemed a lot like Hayden.Well of course he does because he's related to him.He lives across the street.He gave me his number and I gave him mine.It was May 16th.Dad's and mom's birthday.Mom was out with her friends on this rainy depressing day.I sat on the sidewalk for the first time probably in forever my hair laid down.I was soaked but I didn't give a damn.A car pulled up but it wasn't mom's.It was Meghan's."What are doing out here Ava?"Meghan asked."Thinking."I replied."About what?"She asked sitting next to me."Lets go inside."I said.We went inside."I was dropping off this little note that Addy wrote to your mom if you were wondering why I was here."She said putting the note on a table then sitting next to me."I'm thinking about everything that's happened the last two months."I said."Oh."Was all she said.Addyson came running in."Meeghan!"Addy yelled jumping onto the couch.Meghan laughed."Hey Addy."Meghan said."Can you pway with me?"Addy asked."I promise I will later."Meghan said.Addy nodded then ran off."You don't have to think about that Ava."She said."I can't get Hayden having a knife in his chest out of my head! I can't get mom's blue and black bruises out of my head.My dad's a damn killer."I said.Mom came in."Oh hey Meg."Mom said."I gotta go."Meghan said.(I know what your thinking...SHE DIDN'T PLAY WITH ADDY! :( ) She left."Are you ok Ava?"Mom asked."Yeah."I replied.I admit I miss dad yet I never want to see him again.I went into my room and closed the door.I stripped and got into my shower."(Everyone has a personal bathroom in their room because the house is actually that big)I put my phone on the sink and played some songs.One song came on that dad and I did a duet for.It was called I'll be there for you.The album was called Hello Heartbreak.It was my first album.I sang along.After ten minutes I got out of the shower, dried off, and got into a t-shirt that says in bold:Ava Graceffa and some old jean shorts and went into the living room.Shane was kissing my mom.Shit they're together.I went back into my room without saying a word.I closed my door quickly but quietly.I got a pillow and shoved it in my face."Fuck! Fuckity fuck fuck!"I yelled into the pillow.

☆2 years later☆

Mom broke up with Shane and I was married and had three kids.Lovely, Joey, and Skylar.I was married to Jack.Emma had a girlfriend but hasn't adopted a kid..yet.Hunter was going to propose to Katie soon and they had a child a girl named Beautiful.My hair was blue.Lovely was 2, Joey was 2 also, and Sky was 1.Only eight more years 'til I see that asshole.
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Double update.Yay.This book will have atm 25 chaps.I know I suck.The pic above should that be the new cover???? Ok byyyyeee!
~Jenna