Summer (1)

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Messages between Lizzie and Summer

Lizard:
Seb said that Chris says that you're not talking to your mom

Little Jo:
If he told you anything then you would understand why

Lizard:
He didn't say why, he just said you weren't talking to her

Little Jo:
She's been lying to me for almost 12 years so there's that and I just don't have the time Or energy to deal with this shit with her. I have enough to deal with already. Incase anyone forgot, some psycho kidnapped me, nearly killed me and managed to damage my baby's spinal cord. Amongst other things that could be wrong with her that we won't know about until she's born.

Lizard:
I'm not saying you shouldn't be mad at her or that you should talk to her. But maybe just tell her what's going on with your baby? Maybe she can help.

Little Jo:
The doctors can't even do anything right now so what's she supposed to do? And everyone's telling me that she's my mom and that she had her reasons. And she told me that she did it for me, but none of this was good for me. She did it for her and what she wanted not for me and what I needed. I needed to have my dad in my life and I didn't need to be wondering my whole life why he didn't want me. And now I know the truth and it makes me never want to talk to her again. And then people tell me that I'm being dramatic for being angry when they would've reacted the same way if they were in my place.

Lizard:
I'm sorry babes. I wish I could help but there's nothing I can do and I'm not gonna be another person who tells you how you should feel. They probably just see you as a kid and you're not just a kid. You're someone who has feelings and they're valid whether they think so or not.