"You can't force love."
"I can't let her go either!"
Isla-Mei Lee, a young adult who has big dreams and huge dedication to get there one day meets a notorious ceo and her whole world comes crashing down when her father sells her hand in marriage t...
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"You can't force love. You can't force her to stay." Namjoon spike gently.
"I can't let her go either! She means the world to me but I keep on messing up!" I yelled punching the wall as tears threatened to spill.
"Stop...STOP!" He pulled me away from punching the wall again. "I hate seeing you both like this but, you can't stop her from this. She's given you more chances than years you've been alive so tell me. Is it really what she deserves?"
"You're right...fine. I'll sign the papers. My baby doesn't deserve to have a father like me. I'm a horrible husband and I can't be that example for my kid." I wiped my eyes looking at the divorce papers that were on my desk.
Isla
I was tidying our room organizing our stuff when I heard the front door open and close. He didn't say anything, usually he'd announce he was back.
I fixed our bed and sat down when Jin entered the room. He looked horrible his eyes were red and puffy his knuckles were scratched up and in that same hand was the divorce paper files.
"Jin."
"I...I signed them." He said handing the folder to me. "Everything."
I looked through the documents seeing that his signature really was signed where it was needed. He sniffed before turning to leave.
"Jin." I stood up setting the file down. I took his hand examining it. "Come on." I lead him to our bathroom sitting him in the closed toilet seat before getting out the first aid kit. He didn't say anything while I got the materials to tend to his hand. "Howd this happen?" I sighed.
"I signed the papers...But I don't want to leave you during your pregnancy."
"Thats fine." I whispered.
"I can't be in the baby's life." He said.
"Jin-
"I'm a horrible husband, horrible lover, I can't be around our baby and be that example for them. I can't let them grow up seeing how bad I treat you how b-bad of a man their father is." He teared up. "I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry for putting you through hell, if I could take it back I would-
I cut him off by pressing my lips to his, the first kiss we shared since 2 months.
I pulled away caressing his face wiping his tears. "I want you in our babies life...I want you in mine Jinnie-
"You deserve better." He shook his head.
"Maybe but...all I wanted was for you to be honest. To respect me our relationship and not hide things from me I just wanted us to be an equal." I said bandaging his knuckles.
"And it's too late now because I've lost you." He chuckled bitterly towards himself.
"You didn't." I whispered. "I love you jin I really do...I can't bring myself to actually leave you and I hate myself and you for that because you take that as an advantage. I hate that I love you I hate that I can't hate you for too long I hate that after all this I still want to be in your arms i hate that even after everything you've put me through your arms are the only place that make me feel safe I hate that after everything I still want to only ever carry your baby-
