"You can't force love."
"I can't let her go either!"
Isla-Mei Lee, a young adult who has big dreams and huge dedication to get there one day meets a notorious ceo and her whole world comes crashing down when her father sells her hand in marriage t...
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"Where you off to?" Jin asked as I brushed my hair and spritzed on some perfume on my wrists and behind my ear.
"With Heya she wanted to hang out." I stated.
"Oh." He said. I felt bad for leaving him alone at home on his day off and I knew he was hoping I'd be home too but I couldn't miss my appointment.
"I'll be home in an hour or two max, we can watch a movie then." I suggested making him smile.
"Heyyyy! Hurry up!" I heard Heya honk the horn of her car her voice faint but still audible from our bedroom window.
"I should go." I said. "I'll see you later." I smiled.
"Yeah, be safe." He said pecking my lips.
•••••
"So I see you finally accepted the fact that you have anxiety." He stated.
"I don't have anxiety." I huffed.
"Hm, youre hands are stained with marker. If you don't think you have anxiety why did you do it?" He asked smugly.
"I just wanted to see." I muttered.
"Did it help?"
"Kinda." I nodded he smiled.
"That's great, lets talk about life at home. Have things with you and your husband gotten better?"
"I guess yeah." I shrugged unsurely. "Yesterday he came home from work and kissed me...and I felt so nervous about it. As if it was something foreign to me." I said looking at my hands.
"Does he hit-
"No! He's not like that at all." I shook my head. "And then I feel the need to apologize to him for even the tiniest little things because I get I don't know if scared is the right word but I apologize for pointless things because I get anxious that he'll be mad at me."
"Have you considered marriage counseling?"
"Yes but he was so confident that we didn't need it I didn't want to hurt his feelings."
"You're only hurting yourself though. How's your guys sex life?" I looked at him weird he looked up from his notepad at me. "It's relevant to our topic trust me."
"Sex life? We don't show eachother much attention anymore nowadays so sex isn't even a topic. Last time was on our anniversary."
"Have you been in any relationship before your husband?"
"Yeah. I had a boyfriend almost a year." I smiled. "But he passed away." I said my smile falling. "It was...suicide." I whispered.
