wow I forgot about this entirely
like sometimes I come back on Wattpad to check notifications but like I deleted the app like this stage of my life was over a while ago wow
like I see people reading my Ryan ross book from 2.5 years ago and I'm like wow that felt like yesterday and there are 13-year-olds like I was still reading it idk
idk it's just weird
I was so overdramatic in all my spam books
I said a lot more than I should've and it was honestly a low in my life but it's over and I like actually know who I am now like wow
i lowkey redact most of what i said because i was 13-14 and didnt know who i was or what i was saying thinking or feeling but i mean thats a part of life like not knowing who you are (identity vs role confusion just AP psych things)
no one's gonna read this
umm @soggyelbow I haven't seen you in like 2 whole years and ik we never talked really but you were always in my comment section like the only one and i had a fun time talking and responding to you i hope you're doing well
but even tho the title is im still here im not really
im better now idk i got meds and im okay now
and everything might not be sorted out but most of it is and im excited ig
im supposed to get a call about a job interview for starbucks tomorrow im scared lowkey
like i already have a job but i totaled my car so i need money also i have literally nothing to de
wow im driving now i never wouldve thought
anyways i hope youre all doing well
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I'm Still Here
RandomI feel like everyone on here has gone. I mean we are all growing up, but I feel even more alone cuz I wanna stay on here while everyone is growing up and leaving. So this book will be like reviving my random thoughts series. I don't even know what i...