Part title

9 0 1
                                    

wow I forgot about this entirely


like sometimes I come back on Wattpad to check notifications but like I deleted the app like this stage of my life was over a while ago wow


like I see people reading my Ryan ross book from 2.5 years ago and I'm like wow that felt like yesterday and there are 13-year-olds like I was still reading it idk


idk it's just weird


I was so overdramatic in all my spam books


I said a lot more than I should've and it was honestly a low in my life but it's over and I like actually know who I am now like wow


i lowkey redact most of what i said because i was 13-14 and didnt know who i was or what i was saying thinking or feeling but i mean thats a part of life like not knowing who you are (identity vs role confusion just AP psych things)

no one's gonna read this


umm @soggyelbow I haven't seen you in like 2 whole years and ik we never talked really but you were always in my comment section like the only one and i had a fun time talking and responding to you i hope you're doing well


but even tho the title is im still here im not really


im better now idk i got meds and im okay now


and everything might not be sorted out but most of it is and im excited ig


im supposed to get a call about a job interview for starbucks tomorrow im scared lowkey


like i already have a job but i totaled my car so i need money also i have literally nothing to de


wow im driving now i never wouldve thought


anyways i hope youre all doing well

You've reached the end of published parts.

⏰ Last updated: May 20, 2020 ⏰

Add this story to your Library to get notified about new parts!

I'm Still HereWhere stories live. Discover now