Frightful Surrender - Liam Gallagher

Letting go

Ellie's POV

During the coffin lowering, I felt myself reach breaking point.

The whole time that the priest was addressing the crowd, I couldn't help but watch Liam, wondering how he was able to stand there in front of me, in front of my deceased parents, as if nothing had happened between us. The man who had threatened me yesterday was the same man who was now stood in front of me at my parent's funeral.

Oh what a crazy world we live in.

The speech had come to an end, and I couldn't take it any more. All reasoning broke, and I announced to Sophie and Callum that I needed to go back to the house to be alone for a while, and that they were not to follow me.

On the long and lonely walk back home, it began to rain, and hard. As I reached the cottage, I took out the door keys and placed them into the lock, my freezing hands shivering from the cold and struggling to hold still at first.

Then finally, I was in. I went upstairs into my bedroom, closed the door and collapsed onto the bed. I lay there for a few minutes stairing up at the ceiling, feelings of sadness, anger and another emotion which I couldn't quiet place, all rushing over me at once. I then feel a tear escape my eye as I close both of them in hope of a much needed sleep. The rain was loud now, and it acted as a type of white noise to help send me to sleep.

But just as I was dozing off, my bedroom door burst open and slammed shut all at once. I sit up fast to see Liam smiling at me like a cat.

"I see you're expecting me then" he says coyly, his hands ushering to my bed.

That was it. I saw red. I bounce off the bed and face him head on.

"Excuse me? How did you get in?"

"Left the back door unlocked, didnt you? You really have to stop doing that" he winked.

"Get out" I grit my teeth.

He placed his index finger on my half parted lips "shhhh".

He takes a last step forward, closing the small gap that was between us. Suddenly, all of my confidence disappears. I was still angry, but now also speechless. I felt like a little school girl, all shy and nervous. He had done it again.

"You really need to watch how you speak to me" He said. "Behave, Ellie-berry. Be that good little girl that you have always been".

Suddenly, I felt my confidence slowly come back. I etched my head forward

"Or what?" I tested him.

For what felt like forever, we stood there staring at each other. I couldn't tell who was more furious. Of course, I felt more angry than I had ever done in my whole life. 'Little girl?' Someone calling you than was bound to make you mad. But Liam looked furious; his brows furrowed and his eyes blank, all smiles disappearing at once.

This is it, I thought to myself. He will either kill me or walk away.

But did I want him to?
In that moment, I suddenly realized what the third emotion was that I was feeling.

Sadness. Anger. Lust.

I wanted him.

He cupped my chin with so much force that I felt my entire body tense up with fear.

"I said don't test m..."

"Or what, Liam?" I cut him off, eager to find out what my punishment would be once and for all. "What are you going to do?"

His grip on my chin tightened as his other hand grabbed my waist to pull me in towards him. Stairing at my lips hungrily, he slowly lowered his face into mine and kissed me softly. So softly, that it caught me off guard at first. I was hesitant to move my lips with his, but as soon as I began to cooperate, he pulled away abruptly, leaving me panting for more.

He stare down at me as his hand went to the back of my neck. He still looked angry, but this time there was a hint of tiredness. His eyes looked dreamy, as if he was high. I couldn't hold out any longer as I felt a need from deep within rise to the surface.

I looked up at him longingly, desperately. "Kiss me" I whisper, as if I think that someone is listening.

And he does. Hard.

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Arhhh! I hope you liked this chapter, peeps! Major smut warning for the next chapter! Xx