Always Hated(yesung)

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HEECHUL POV

( 3 DAYS LATER)

There,we were standing in front of yesung's coffin. Cameras flashing at our faces. We all held the coffin together and started walking. Leeteuk was holding yesung's picture.

The sky is also crying with us. Yesung is a special boy. He is gifted with an artistic voice. The voice that keeps him alive. The voice that super junior needs.

We entered the heavy rain. I did not care. The rain did not compare to how devastated we are now. Using my fringe to cover my eyes so people dont see that i am crying too.

We slowly put the coffin into the van as we followed behind it. Tears ran down my face constantly. It feels like all water has drained from my body. It feels like i am just an empty bottle. It feels like my whole entire life has been ripped apart.

(1 YEAR LATER)

I wore a black suit and a bouquet of flower in my hand. I approached the grave which had the name" Kim Jongwoon"

I smiled. At least they know yesung's real name. I touched the gravestone,it felt like i was really touching yesung. I looked at the floor where yesung is burried at.

I placed the flower beside the gravestone and said" Sorry,yesung for not visiting you earlier. I do not know how to face you. Super junior is taking a 3 year hiatus. Leeteuk has gone back with his mother.

Kyuhyun is still in the dorm with ryeowook. Shindong is just making food that reminds him of you. For me? I have been writing songs for you. Next year,i will sing a song for you when i visit you. Promise me.

Actually,i have feelings for you. I knew that you werent bad. However,i did not dare to say it out loud. But still thanks for trusting me. Fans are still sad over your death. And you know,today is your death anniversary. Today is the day that you passed away.

Spending one year without you is like 10 years. Fans are posting of you today as they remember your death anniversary. They  are loyal fans. Sorry yesung but i have to go soon,there is a meeting with staffs. You know,hiatus doesnt mean we dont have work fully.

And i have stopped going to knowing brothers. I will return after our hiatus is complete. They understand so they werent angry with me. Yesung,bye."

(THE NEXT YEAR)

I found myself wearing the same black suit and a bouquet of flower again.

I placed the flower down beside the grave and started singing

After you left me,i was broken

After you left me,i was empty

However,thinking about you makes me smile

You brighten up my day

You brighten up my life

I love you from the bottom of my heart

Your last words to me were that you love me too

So why did you leave me alone

Why did you do that

I am broken and empty

I miss you alot

Your smile brightens u my day

Your laughter fills up my ears

I love all of you

Your shining eyes shines up my dark life

I wanna tell you that i love you forever

However,you left so i cant

My dear yesung,i love you

I closed the lyrics script and left with a smile on my face. Yesung will be in peace,forever.

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