Always Hated(yesung)

chapter 5

HEECHUL POV

We returned to the dorm,it was queit,as if nobody was in. When all the members went into their rooms,i went to check on yesung's room. There,i saw him lying lifelessly.

I closed the door quietly again. It is clear that yesung is surely unwell somewhere. Even with the dim light of the hallway into his room,i could see his extremely pale face.

However,i decided to ignore it. Maybe it is because he is tired or removed his lipstick or he put white lip balm. I went into my bedroom and headed straight to my bed and soon fell asleep.

YESUNG POV

I woke up with a strong headache. I took a few painkillers before heading to the kitchen where all the members are. As always,i have to sit far away from them as they will hit me

After finishing my breakfast,i headed out to the hospital. I went tk the counter and booked an appointment with the doctor.

When it was my turn,i entered the room. It is the same doctor who told me about my cancer. He asked" Yesung,is everything alright?" I replied weakly" Yesterday night,i coughed up blood. But you said my symptoms would most likely appear a few months later."

He shook his head and hung it low. He muttered some word i could not understand. He then continued" Your cancer cells are spreading at an abnormally fast speed,i suppose. Let's go and get you scanned."

We went to a room where he told me to change into a hospital gown and remove any necklace or watch or bracelet. Soon,he finished the scan and i changed back to my normal shirt.

I was told to wait in his office while he checks the CT scan results. After a few minutes,he entered the room,looking unhappy.

He sat down and said" Yesung,you do not have much time left. You set a world record for something bad. You broke the record of fastest spreading laryngeal cancer cells in the whole world.

I suppose you only have a year left. But getting an iv drip will help slow it down a little." He brought me to a bed where gave me the iv drip and left. It was an open space so every body could see me.

I heard somebody say" Why is he getting an iv drip. Surely he took drugs ad ahs to be cured." I could not take it anymore amd pressed the call button for nurse. I told her" I want to change to a private room.

People started shouting" Good! Not like we want you here! Get lost!" Tears filled up in my eyes. Soon,the bed was int eh lift,ready to be in a private room.

The doctor pushing my bed asked " How does it feel to be hated by everybody?" I replied" It feels like hell. Like death. I dont understand why the company still did not kick me out."

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