Always Hated(yesung)

chapter 13

YESUNG POV

After a long day of practise,i stayed back to practise my vocal cords. Heechul stayed behind with me to sing. I asked" Heechul,dont you feel sad that you cannot join us?"

Heechul nodded and replied" I do. However,you are more important than me. The concert next week will be the first concert you can see your name banner or whatever. Fans will cheer your name. Trust me,it feels special to hear people shout your name."

I smiled and tried singing a few more times. My throat hurts alot but still,it is worth practising. I looked at the practise room floor and saw empty plastic bottles everywhere. Heechul laughed and said" All these are the water you drank." I laughed along.

For the rest of the week,heechul just stayed behind with me to practise my vocal cords. Now,i can sing a full song smoothly. However,my throat still hurts. Tomorrow is the day of the concert already. I made a decision that could harm my life.

I went to lee soo man office and told him" I want to sing live for tomorrow. It will be the last." He looked at me with concern but still agreed to it." However,he still looked unsure.

I know the reason why he looked unsure. I took a deep breath and left his office. As i left,i saw heechul standing outside the office,waiting for me. He hugged me tightly and said" I am going to the concert tomorrow,just for you."

I was touched by his words as tears rolled down my cheeks. Heechul-hyung is the best hyung i ever had!

I want to run every where around the world,telling them how good heechul is. I would hold an event just for heechul too. Heechul and i walked back to the dorm with fresh air blowing onto our face.

It felt nice to walk in the night with cool winds blowing. It brought back memories of me and doyeon staying out late at night in school and returning home at midnight. Except now,i am with heechul-hyung. We talked about the concert and positive things on the way back to the dorm.

It was like weight was lifting off my shoulders. The hatred was gone,the sickness seemed to be forgotten. I guess god gave me this time to enjoy myslef before my life comes to an end . Unconciously,tears were running down my already wet cheeks .

Heechul hugged me tightly. My cries soon turned into sobs. I could feel heechul rubbing my back. I relaxed. At last,heechul had to carry me to the dorm as i his rubbing made me tired.

It really feels nice to be cared by. Like that,i fell alseep in heechul's arms.

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