Always Hated(yesung)

chapter 7

HEECHUL POV

I walked back to the dorm with yesung today. However,we entered in different times. I entered first. Still,yesung has not returned. I went into my room and called yesung.

Sadly, he did not pick up. I paced all around my room,hoping nothing will go wrong. Just then,i heard the door open sound. I walked towards the door to see yesung enter the dorm.

Relieve washed over me as i saw yesung perfectly fine. He brushed past me and headed straight to his room. Something hit me. The pained look on yesung's face when he entered the dorm.

YESUNG POV

I entered the dorm after standing outside the door for a while. My throat was extremely sore. I brushed past heechul who was standing there and went into my room.

I took a pill for sore throat and i helped alot,even though the pain was still present. I drank some water and lay on my bed.

I heard laughter. I went to the living room to see Siwon joking and the other members laughing non-stop. I could not focus on what siwon is saying due to the pain in my throat.

Some members suddenly stared at me. Knowing i ma not invited,i walked away. I entered the toilet in my room and stared in the mirror. I could see sweats forming,my pale ugly face.

I took a knife out from the drawer. It is a knife i bought. I didnt know it would come in handy so fast. I put it close to my skin. Once it touched my skin,i pushed it down a little and slide it across my arm. I winced at the pain although it made me happy.

I did it another time,near the first one. This time,i smiled. It gave me a sense of relief,as if the members started treating me nicely. I did a few more before bandaging them with the first aid kit.

I hid the knife again and left the bathroom. As i was going to the kitchen to drink water,donghae grabbed my arm tightly. I screamed in pain and winced.  Pain was written all over my face. Red liquid started to appear on my sleeve.

Donghae looked at it and asked" Is that blood i see?" The other members came and looked. Before they could see,i moved  my hands away. Ryeowook turned his head to see but i hid it. I merely brushed it off by saying" It is ketchup sauce."

I could see the members piercing stare. I said" You guys hate me so why do you care so much about me now suddenly." I left,not giving the members a chance to answer. Still,my sore throat was there..

I took another pill and it was finally gone. Sadly,not all my problems are solved yet.

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