A Deatheater's Life ( A Draco Malfoy fanfic)

Well, crap.

"But...Draco, you got me pregnant! You can't leave me now," she said. Draco looked at me, then back at Pansy. Then me again.

"Pansy, you and I need to have a little talk," Draco said clamly. He looked at me and got up.  He pulled Pansy outside the door. I didn't dare listen. I laid back down and rolled over. And I cried. I don't know why. Maybe it was because Draco and I couldn't be together anymore, because he's such a good guy and stay with Pansy if he has her child. Maybe it's because I feel like he betrayed me. Even though he didn't. Shortly after that I fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up with dried tear streaks on my cheeks. I sit up and realize I am alone. Draco is gone. Probably with Pansy, I thought. I got up and went to use the restroom. When I heard banging coming from upstairs. I finish in the bathroom and go upstairs to investigate.

As I reach the top of the staircase that led to the attic, I hear soft weeping coming from a room down the hall. I ran down the hall to the empty room. I open the door to see Draco sitting hunched over on the floor weeping. I watch as he gets up and hits a random dusty old dresser woth his fist and slump down to the floor again.

I walk over to him.

"Hey, " I say. He looks up. He looks totally pathetic. His face is tear streaked.  His eyes are red and swollen.

"Have you been up here all night?" I asked.

"Yeah, I came back and saw that you were alseep and I didn't know where to go so I just came up here and cried, " he told me. I sat down next to him.

"So, what are you going to do about this baby?" I asked him.

"I don't know. I really dont. Because I don't remember ever having sex with Pansy.  I honestly don't think I did. But at the same time I have no reason not to trust her. I did get drunk a lot towards the end of the year, and don't recall much from then," he told me as he burst out crying again.

"A-a-a-and I just want t-to to be with y-you," he said and pulled me close to him. At this point I didn't know what to think.

"Honestly Draco I think you should stay with Pansy. If it's your child, it's the right thing to do. When you and she are old enough, get married, have another kid, and have a good life together. It's what both of you need," I told him, regretting the words as soon as they left my mouth. I stood up to leave and he got up too.

"But I want to be with you," he said and grabbed my arm as I attempted to walk away.

"Deaco, let go. It's not my fault you got her pregnant," I said.

"But Kate! I need you, not her!" His grip tightened, " I fucking hate her! I can't deal with this without you! "

"Draco, I asked you nicely to. Let. Go. Of. Me. You got her pregnant, now take the responsibility of your stupid and idiotic mistake and help her raise the child!" I yelled at him.

"But Kate!  I can't do this! I can't take this! This is too much ! I need you now more then ever! Please don't leave me!"

"You need me? You need me?! Why?! So you can get me pregnant too?! Get off!!" I twisted out of his grip. I looked at him one last time and the anger in his face was scary. I had never seen him like this and it saddened me that I had to do this. As selfish as I want to be, I can't because he is a dad now. I can't get in between him and his child. After going through it myself, I won't let it happen to this kid.

But the next thing I knew his hand collided with my jaw, sending me flying across the room onto the dusty floor.