Fearless Saved Me

~Morning Joy's~

oh, i always let you down.

you're shattered on the ground.

but still i find you there.

next to me. 

and oh, the stupid things i do.

i'm far from good, it's true. 

but still i find you there. 

next to me. 

It was around 5:40 A.M. I had just woken up from a nap, I had only gotten two hours of sleep, not counting the times I got up to check on the turtle secretly. It was weird, checking on him, even having him here. He was passed out, guess that's what happens when you get beat up, you're in so much pain, you're so completely exhausted, you just pass out. Huh, wish that could happen to me. I don't remember the last time I had a good nights sleep. 

The big purple bags under my eyes, only gave away part of it. I yawned, walking into the kitchen, I got myself a cup of coffee. My thoughts drifted away to the turtle, does he drink coffee? Should I make him a cup? Should I ask him? He's probably still asleep.. I shouldn't wake him. He needs his rest... Wait what?! When did I care? When do I care? Ugh, this turtles, gonna be the death of me. 

I grabbed the cup and brung it to my lips, taking a small sip, letting the liquid burn my tongue slightly. I sighed, running a hand through my hair. 

"I got to go to school in a few hours." I mumbled. 

I walked over by the other side of the counter, I opened a cupboard, taking out some fish flakes. I quietly made my way to my room, once near the door, I could already hear, slight snoring. This made me chuckle slightly. 

I pushed the door opened slowly, before top toeing, all the way to the other side of my room, I opened the lid to my fish tank, before sprinkling a bit of food into the water below. 

"You're up early." I jumped slightly at the sudden noise, the dry voice of Leonardo behind me.

 I turned around, seeing him looking over at me, and, instead of apologizing right away for waking him, like a normal person would do, I brought back up my walls, and replied with something else. 

"When did you wake up? Last time I checked, you were passed out, snoring away, in your perfect dream world."

He chuckles a bit before coughing slightly, "Your door woke me up with all it's creaking, and you're not the most quiet person in the world yourself." 

I rolled my eyes slightly at his reply, "Well I'd apologize, but I don't feel the need to, and I don't want to, so.." 

He doesn't say anything, he doesn't even question me. Which, I was kinda glad for. 

"Do you want some coffee, tea, or water? It's all I have at the moment." I asked after a pause of silence. 

He nods, "Sure..."

"Well which one? I don't have all day." 

"Tea or water." He replies, looking back up at the ceiling, leaning his head back down on the pillow. I realized he was laying on the blanket, it was also quite chilly in the room, and in his state, I guess he couldn't really get up and slip under the covers. 

I nodded, turning on my fish tanks light and leaving the room, as I boiled some water for the tea, I went into the closet and grabbed another blanket. When I came back into the kitchen, the water was boiled, I steeped the tea bag, I didn't have any sugar or milk, so I guess this'll have to do. 

I slung the blanket over my shoulder, opening the fridge, I grabbed a bottle of water. I then grabbed the handle of the cup of tea, taking it all back into my room. I used my hip to push open the door as I set the coffee and water on the small table beside the bed. 

Leonardo cocked an eyebrow slightly as he sat up, I then helped him do so. I took the blanket putting it over him. 

"It's kinda chilly in here, so I thought you might need this. I brought you both tea and water, since I am going to be leaving soon anyways and wont be back till lunch. So you might need something else to drink while I am gone. I don't know how it works, but if you need to, my bathrooms right there, not to far away so you don't have to walk far. The television in my room does work, the remotes on the table beside you, so you wont get bored. As you also may see, I do have a phone there, my numbers beside it if you need anything, just call that number, and I will try and help you out. I have a bad of chips under the table there, and I will make you some breakfast before I leave." I say, adding quickly, "Although breakfast is gonna either be a tomato and cheese sandwich, or cereal." 

He chuckles, "Thanks Talia... I'm sure i'll be fine. Just make whatever you're having, I don't want to be a bother." 

"You're a bother no matter what you do, so just choose." 

He sighs, "Cereal I guess." 

I nod, "I'll be right back then." 

[hahahahahahaha, i'm fucking hilarious, this is terrible. also, i switch between pov's often, so you might get a headache from my inconsistentness or whateva but it's fine-]