This isn't an imagine but I'll be posting one in a few days.
Today (19-11-14) marks me being 100 days clean. This was my goal and it was so hard to get this far. Honestly I'm so happy I'm crying.
I couldn't have done this much if I didn't have an amazing girlfriend ♥️
It's hard, to get far in anything, especially if you suffer with depression, anxiety, and body issues.
I've starved myself before, honestly it sounded right at the moment, but I now regret it.
My hair is so dry and broken, my skin is ridiculously dry, there are stupid effects to stupid actions.
I still tell myself I'm fine, everyday. Maybe one day I will be.
Let me start out by saying more about me.
I'm Makayla Marie, I was born in a town outside of Chicago, that I'm not gonna name, my dads Canadian and my moms German. I'm bisexual, I have a beautiful girlfriend. I have a few friends that know about me being depressed, of course I can only hide so much for so long.
I have scares all up and down my legs and on my stomach. I started harming myself in 5th grade when some chick wrote me a death note saying that j should kill myself.
I can't remember my first panic attack bc I've had them for so long my breathing gets really uneven, I can't see straight, just every one of my senses just fails me and goes all out of blah and I become really alert and everything scares me, loud noises, people talking.
I trigger myself to panic sometimes, I don't wanna talk about how I do.
I weigh 115 pounds, im 5'6. I'm a human giant. I have a bit of a tummy and rolls when I sit down, I ha r big "whale thighs." Honestly, that's just how I am, I could get off my fat ass and work out but I mean.
Sorry this wasn't an update I just wanted to tell you guys that you can do it ♥️.
💕"live simply, so others can simply live," - Matthew lee Espinosa💕
😁smile, I know it's hard some times. But I know you're strong enough😁
🌸I'm here if you need me🌸
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