"Sometimes a mystery, sometimes I'm free Depending on my mood or my attitude Sometimes I wanna roll or stay at home Walking contradiction, guess I'm factual and fiction A little crazy, little sexy, little cool Little rough around the edges, but I keep it smooth I'm always left of center and that's right where I belong I'm the random minor note you hear in major songs And I like that I don't really give a fuck if I was just the only one Who likes that I never like to follow, follow all around, the chase is on Oh me, oh me, oh me, oh my Oh me, oh me, oh me, oh my I Oh me, oh me, oh me, oh my I like that I don't care what I look like but I feel good Better than amazing, and better than I could Told the whole world, I'm the venom and the antidote Take a different type of girl to keep the whole world afloat 'Cause I'm crazy and I'm sexy then I'm cool Little rough around the edges, but I keep it smooth I'm always left of center and that's right where I belong I'm the random minor note you hear in major songs"
~Janelle Monáe : I like that
"Bestie you okay? Auntie K cooked breakfast." Zeekie said coming into my room. "Yes I'm fine, just my morning song." I said rubbing my belly. It's been three months since we came to Cali and I barely hear from Kel. Riley tells me he's fine but I don't believe that.
I found out I'm having twins but I don't know the gender yet because I wanted to wait sadly on their "father".
"Mommy look!" Chase said holding up a lizard. "DAMN IT CHASE NO!" I screamed not knowing what to say. "Franky I don't think mommy likes you." He said talking to the lizard. "No baby mommy is scared, go put it back outside." I said hugging the bed. "Okay!" He said walking slowly because of the cast.
"Girl what were you screaming for?" OG asked me. "Chase ass brought a damn lizard in here scaring the piss out of me." I said rubbing my belly. "Girl he did scare the piss out ya." He said laughing and pointing. "Get out OG!" I yelled pushing him.
I closed the door and locked it. Finally privacy.
I took my shirt off and sat on the floor in front of the mirror. The twins make me look so fat just to only be three months but I love this glow.
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My thoughts were interrupted by a incoming ft call.
"What Kelvin." I said rolling my eyes. "Damn hello to you ma, I'm doing great thanks for asking." He said being a smart ass. "When was the last time you called me Kelvin?" I said mugging him. "Baby I'm sorry." He said lien. "Omg I'm sick of hearing that shit! I'm three fucking months pregnant and you don't even know about your damn kids! I don't need this stress but I am sooo fucking sick of you Kelvin! Chase cry's for you at night and I can't tell him shit because you're not here!" I said calmly. He sighed and rubbed his face.
