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desideratum • jisung

Drabble;

desideratum: (n.) something wanted or needed

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Jisung's eyes gave yours a piercing stare as he held you in his arms.

"You know you can't be with me. It's not safe for you and you know that", his voice getting lower and lower until it was a mere whisper in the wind, "You have to go. Just know that I love you. Ok?"

You profusely shook your head, tears threatening to spill from both of your guys' eyes.

"Desideratum", you breathed out.

Jisung gave you a confused look, "What?"

"Desideratum", you repeated, "Something wanted or needed. Your that something Jisung. You're my desideratum, so no. I can't leave you. and I won't. I'm willing to be in danger, I'm willing to go through everything with you. Through the dangerous moments, through the days filled with grief, through the days filled with angst, through the sunny days, through the days where you feel everything is going right. I want to be with you through the ups and downs. Do you know why? Because I love you Jisung, I can't bear to separate from you. I need you, and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to be with you."

Jisung sighed as his emotions were rampant around throughout the entirety of his body, his heart was telling him to let you come with him, but his brain was telling him otherwise.

"I shouldn't have tried to get to know you more all those months ago. I knew it was going to hurt us both in the future. And that's exactly what happened. I'm sorry this is happening, I'm sorry you were dragged into this mess, I'm sorry you fell in love with a guy like me. But I'm not sorry for loving you. I need you just as much as you need me, your my desideratum aswell. I love you too much, too much to let you go. I want you to be safe, so so much. But i want to be selfish, I want you with me. "

You brought your face closer to his and whispered against his lips.

"Then let's be selfish."

Within seconds Jisungs lips were on yours.

All of the love the both of you felt for each other, the need to be with one another, all of the unsaid words, every emotion that was coursing through your guys' veins, it was all shone in the way your and his lips moved in sync.

You didn't know what was going to happen in the future, nobody knew.

But you did know you were going to love Jisung no matter what happened.

You knew you were going to be selfish and go with him wherever he went, and you knew he was going to be just as selfish to let you.