Dream (Ariana/You)

Therapy

(This chapter consists of more flashbacks)

Y/N's POV 

My vision started to slowly come back, I appeared in to what looked like a waiting room. There were a group of other teens in a circle around an adult, some showed no emotions, others were shaking, and it just seemed like a really depressing environment. The doors opened, Courtney and her dad walked through she was wearing her moms sweater and it looked like she has been crying for days, dark circles around her eyes, no emotion on her face, her eyes were dull and dark I'm used to seeing them full of life and love, and now it's just filled with darkness. I listened in to the conversation, as he kneeled down while Courtney stood "I hate to do this but this is the only thing that I know can help you to overcome all these feelings of loss, I did the best I could but now it's time for you to get profession help, I know it's been hard ever since your mother passed away-" Courtney cut him off. "STOP I don't want to hear about her" Courtney said grinding her teeth together. "It was hard for me too but talking about her will help you and you have other people here who you can relate" Her dad said while putting his hand on her shoulder. "You don't know what's best for me, I don't want to be here, you will never know me or what's best for me I don't care about these other people, I just want to go home" She screamed as she took her dads arm off her shoulder and back to his side. "I know that may seem like that now but it will get better, they can help you eat again and get you back to the strong girl I know" Her dad said. "Whatever" Courtney said as stomped over to the chairs, putting her knees up to her chest and her head buried into them. Her dad just looked at her and sighed while walking up to the front desk to talk to the lady, "Name?" the receptionist said. "For my daughter Courtney Chipolone she's going to be staying here until the 5 week grief program is over" he said. "Okay Sir just sign these forms and we'll be ready to go" the lady. Courtney's dad then walked out of the Rehab Centre. 

The nurse tapped Courtney's shoulder  "Courtney hun let me show you to your room" she said.  "No" Courtney said while her head was still down. "Come on we can go get some food on the way back" the nurse said. "I SAID NO" Courtney stands up pushing the nurse onto the floor. Other nurse rushed over to quickly restrain her "LET ME GO" she screamed trying to fight their  restraint. The nurse try to calm her until brought back to her room. I never knew Courtney struggled this bad with the grief of her mother, who knew a strong girl like her could have been through something this serious watching her makes my heart break into pieces.  To know she's also been starving herself I feel like i've been stabbed in the heart, it really hurt to see this. Why am I going through these flashbacks, I don't understand what this has to do with anything like is this my life now? what the hell. I went to go follow Courtney to her room until I heard a familiar voice, I turned around and who I saw made me jump out of my own body.... It was Ariana with Joan. Ariana went to sit down while her mother went to go talk to the receptionist "Name?" She said. "It's for my daughter Ariana Grande she will be staying here for the 5 week grief program" she spoke. Grief?? like Courtney?? I wonder what happened to her, a nurse came over to Ariana with excitement it looked like she was about to burst at any moment "Big fan can you sign this for my daughter?" she said pulling out a paper and pen. "Do I look like I'm here to sign fucking autographs" she hissed at her. "no but she's a really big fan of yours please sign it" she said shoving the pen in her face. "Yeah unfortunately..NO" Ariana said knocking the pen out of the nurses hand. Ariana turned back to the lady at the front desk "Keep her away from me, Im not here for autographs thats the whole fucking point" she said angrily.  The nurse muttered under her breath "I knew she was a diva", Ariana snapped her hand back at the nurse "What the fuck did you just say to me?" she said while jumping on the nurse swinging at her until she got pulled away by the guards. "I WILL TALK TO MY LAWYERS ABOUT THIS" she yelled as they held her back. My mouth dropped as I gasped, I just watched them carry Ariana to her room as I followed behind. They shut the door behind them once she was in the room, Ariana sat on her bed with hands in her head as she just started to cry "Grandpa I'm trying my best, and be strong for you I really am but it's so hard you were my everything I miss you so much" She said sniffling into her pillow as she held it over her face. After minutes of her crying she got up and went to her bags to take something out I couldn't see what she was holding until she put it down on the night stand next to the bed "Now you're always with me grandpa." 

Her phone started to ring and she picks it up putting it on speaker, she had a lil smile on her face "Jai! I haven't heard from you in a week what happened?" she said concerned. "Look I have to tell you something" he said. "Oh before you do I have to tell you something" She said. "Okay what is it?" He said. "ever since my grandpa died Ive been having a hard time with it, I decided it was best to go to rehab for a 5 week program they might take my phone away which is why I want you to come and visit me for the first couple days I just don't wanna be alone" She said. "Ariana I can't come" He said. "Why not?" she replied. "Because I'm not in love with you anymore, I'm breaking up with you" he said. "Why are you doing this to me? am I not good enough? why now? you choose the worst time of my life you fucking idiot" she started to get mad. "Well you really wanna know why? 6 months when we met at the club me and my friends made a bet to see if I could get you and make you fall in love with me, I only did it for fun I didn't expect you to fall in love with me I wanted to do it for the past few months but I just couldn't lie to you anymore, Im sorry but I have to go now" He said as he hung up the call. Ariana throws her phone across the room and screams "A FUCKING BET IS THAT ALL I AM WHY AM I SO STUPID NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE ME IM INCAPABLE OF BEING LOVED" she said in tears. She fell to the floor "I don't want to do this anymore, why is this happening to me" Ariana hit the floor in frustration. As Ariana hit the floor it started to shake and make me lose my balance, I felt myself falling backwards until two arms wrapped around my waist and caught me. I tried to squirm out of the persons arms until they leaned down kissing my ear "It's just me princess, don't be afraid" her soft voice filled my ear. It was Ariana's voice "Oh my god, ARIANA?" I said turning around. I hugged her tightly when I saw her face "I missed you, I prayed that I would find you and now we are together again" Ariana said smiling. "I'm so glad you're here" I said smiling. "What is this psychotic place? are we both so high right now that we are hallucinating?" Ariana said while laugh. I kept a serious look on my face does she not really know what's going on am I the only one who experienced what happened with her and Courtney?  Ariana noticed the look on my face "Why are you so sad?" she asked. "Courtney's gone" I said. "What do you mean she's gone?" she asked worriedly. 

A/N 

sorry this chapter was intense we wanted to give more background information on their life. 

The next few chapters coming soon will be flashbacks and will all lead up to what is happening. We told you we would give you more Ariana content ;) I hope you guys enjoyed these past few chapters. 

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