forget about me // daisuga ♡ [completed]

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[in case you didn't read the discription, I wanna remind you of the trigger warning!]

--» 6/13
[ 1.56 pm ]
To Sugawara Kōshi

I will always remember that day.

The day I lost you because of me.

It was march 13th, a friday. It's been three months now already.

The day we graduated.

The day started just like any other day.

I woke up, got myself ready, had my breakfast and went to school. We already met before class started, I remember how we talked about how we felt about our last day at school.

You said you were a little sad, a little nervous because life is going on so fast and a little worried.

I asked what made you feel worried and you said:
» I'm worried about the others on our team! Who is gonna be there for them if we're gone? «

I remember I just laughed. That was just so like you, worried about others mainly, never about yourself.

Then, we went to our classes.

It was just a normal day, we spent our breaks together, went to class and just let the day go by.

Then, class was over and it was time.

Time for the big goodbye.

I remember how I expected you or Asahi to be the first one crying of the third years, but of course, it was me.

I remember the hug our team did and how hard it was to convince Tsukishima to join us.

But of course, you did it. You always came along well with the problem childs, I guess that was your job as the team's mom.

But what you'll never know is that it wasn't just a normal day for me.
Of course, we graduated so it wasn't a normal day anyways, but it was the day I wanted to confess.

In the morning, I told you I wanted to confess to Kiyoko and asked for advice from my best friend.

You told me:
» It's a little late for a confession, but at the last day of school, it's kind of romantic. I don't think there's something you have to do to have her heart. You are the someone everybody wants, smart, good looking, funny, honest, kind and someone to trust. So just go for it and stop worrying. «

You always knew what's the right thing to say.

So, you gave me an attitude how to go over my day - and I did it.

The day slowly started to end and Asahi, you, Kiyoko and me were alone as the third-years. Of course, you offered Nishinoya and Yachi to stay with us too so everyone had their best friend by their side at this last, special day.

That's who you are - always caring about everything and everyone.

The first one to leave was Asahi so it was just the three of us. You always gave me looks as if you said:
» It's the right time now. I'll leave if you want me to. «

One time, you even asked if I want you to leave, but I didn't so you stayed.

Suddenly, Kiyoko wanted to leave. Since I was able to drive, I offered to drive her home. You said you'd walk, with a look that kinda spoke for itself, but I still wanted you by my side and took you with us.