Montana moments Book 3- Boats and Babies

Chapter 5

Ano

My first impression of Montana? Its cold and there is a lot of snow but its going to be worth it. I cant wait to see Dev. I missed him. Never would have guessed a year ago that I would be taking a vacation to place like this to see a man. Yeah I have known that I am pans or pansexual but I never really had a relationship with a man. I mean i'm not really having one now. Dev and I are complicated at best. When he stayed at my house we slept in the same bed. We kissed when no one was around. We made love but when he left it stopped. Neither of us were ready to come out yet. So we kept it a secret. Dev messaged me when he got back and asked me to come visit. So I am. I missed him.

He met me out front of the airport and we hugged. Then we got into his truck he kissed me.  Over lunch he told me about Elizabeth and he showed me a picture of her. She is stunning. Just my kind of woman. I'm confused a bit. How does this all work. Like him and I? Was there a him and I? What about them? I ask my questions and he tells me he would like to give her a few days to get used to me being around then sit down and talk to her. I'm down with that. Him and I agreed that if we ever had a future that it would have to involve a woman. Both of us leaned more towards the female side of pans. As in we both like females most of the time. Ill be honest Dev was hot but if I had to never have a female again and just have him. Well it would not work i dont think. 

After lunch we stopped and picked up flowers for Eden, Sam and Elizabeth. After dropping by to see Will and his ladies we head back to Elizabeth's house. I get out and am greeted by the cutest pregnant woman I have ever met. Her belly did it for me. She gave me hug and i hugged her back, then handed her the roses. She started to cry and I felt bad. Dev held her threw it. She said it was just hormones but my guess is she was not treated like a lady. Bastard.

I get that. Dev took care of the flowers and she ushered me to Devs room where there was a king sized bed. Interesting. I grab my bag and put it on the floor then head back out. She is sitting on the couch with her feet up on the middle cushion. I sit down and before long i'm rubbing her feet. No clue why but it felt like the nice thing to do. I mean she is carrying two miracles in there. If she likes it then i'm down. Dev walks in a laughs. We all talk about the next few days. Apparently Dev and I are taking Elizabeth to an ultrasound appointment. Sounds like fun. I have never seen one other then Sams. That was some scary shit. I thought I was going to loose my best friend that day and then her baby.Sam is like my sister and her son is my nephew. Thats the way of the island. Everyone is family.

Dev and I make dinner. I serve her a plate as he brings in milk for us three. Something he knows I drink at every meal. Even on the boat. I smile at him. Damn he is a man of detail. After dinner and dessert from the bakery we make our way into Dev's room. I help him make it and he grabs her pillows off her bed putting them in the middle. I'm so confused. I ask where i'm sleeping. He tells me next to Elizabeth. She nods. I think she feels safe with Dev around. I go with it. We get ready for bed and Dev helps her in. Then turns on the tv. I do my best for give her room. Its kinda odd. Even for me. I mean i'm not against polyamory. I just don't know her and I don't want to get in her space.

Elizabeth

So Dev shows up with Ano. Damn just when I thought Dev is hot, his buddy is just as good looking. He has that Polynesian tan. Dark hair in a man bun. Dark eyes that are kind and twinkle. He is shorter then Dev. I'm guessing six foot even. Around two hundred pounds. A little extra weight but not fat. I offer him a hug and he accepts it. He smells amazing . Manly but more like the sea vs Dev who smells like a woodsy cologne. When were sitting on the couch he rubs my feet. Did not ask just did it. I'm not mad. It was nice. Then her served me dinner and called me Mam. It melted me. Ano is a true gentleman. Dev is rough around the edges. Ano is all laid back and sweet.

When it was time for bed Dev refused to allow me to sleep in my bed so the three of us slept in his. It was odd at first but Ano stayed his distance. I reached out my hand for his not wanting him to feel alone. He took it. His hands are calloused. He tells me he owns his own boat. A fisher man. I instantly freeze and start crying. Dev asks what happened. Ano tells him and he swears. Ano sits up in bed and looks like a deer in headlights.

I tell him what happened to John. He opens his arms for a hug. I take it. We talk late into the night. I end up falling asleep on his lap with Dev rubbing my back. We wake up with the three of us snuggled close. I don't question it but promise myself to not get close to Ano. The water gives and the water takes, that's just how it is and i know this more then most. 

The day was spent doing nothing really. I went with the guys to watch Dev do some work on Ano. He chose a traditional Polynesian design with a twist. Dev free handed it on to him, something I found cool to watch. Where traditional designs were black Ano chose some color. It was in a feather type shape. Reminds me of a paln frond but then it has turtles and triangles and the ocean. While its mostly black there are some blues and greens, along with some reds and oranges. I held his hand to make it better. Honestly I think it was more for me then him.

 Around lunch time Sam brought us sandwiches and juice. She had Will with her in a sling. She took him out and handed him to Ano. It amazed me how he handled him as if he was his own. They told me the story of Ano saving Sam and cutting Will's cord and such. Ano is a professional, soothing him when he starts to make noise. Kissing the top of his head, rocking gently, being all sweet. He even burps him and laughs when he gets puked on using his shirt to wipe up the mess. He hands the baby to Dev who is a pro with him too. He puts him on his shoulder and then continues to eat with his other hand as if this is a everyday thing. I'm blown away. Both men are naturals

After lunch Sam takes Will back and heads to the house promising to send Ano one of Big Wills shirts. Dev gets back to work and he is done by dinner time. We grab take out and head home. I go to the rocker and put my feet up. It had not been a long day just feeling tired. I'm told that its bound to happen being about twenty weeks with twins is like being thirty weeks with a single baby. Plus the girls have been extra bouncy on my bladder. Having to pee all the time is not fun. Dinner came and went. We end up in bed early with fast and loud on. Something I can get into. I love cars. The guys are surprised when I tell them that i'm a mechanic by trade. They don't believe me till I start to rattle off stuff, then they shut up. 

Too funny. My dad taught me well, what can I say. I also know how to weld and other non girly stuff. I wanted to work with my hands and lets be honest there isn't artist bone in my body. I also can do some minor carpentry work. I wanted to hang out with my dad more then my mom. No reason really other then I am a daddy's girl. I still his garage back in Alaska. Its being managed right now by my right hand man. Not sure i'm ever going back but wont sell it.

Tomorrow is my ultrasound so we go to sleep earlier then last night. The morning brings snow but with Dev's truck were fine. I realize that i'm going to need to get one. My car is just not going to cut it. Something to think about. At the doctors office they take measurements of Bell and Alice we I now call them, thanks Dev. They seem to be doing well. On track according to the tech. We celebrate with some amazing BBQ then go looking for my truck. I want to buy outright. I find a few things I like but have not made a choice yet. I'm in no hurry. Dev begins prep on the nursery walls while I begin prep on dinner. Ano goes back and forth. Helping us both. 

I have to admit this feels normal. Like its just three friends chillen and that's what it is. I'm not going to say that Dev and I don't have some sort of chemistry. Hell Ano too but we just sorta put it away. Its fun. I put on some music and dance from time to time. Ano has some moves let me tell you. His hips do things that should be considered a sin but he never crosses the line. Dev joins us when he hears us laughing and gets in front of me. Its dreamy. Two hot guys. Both shirtless. And Me? Yeah my dreams will be spicy tonight and then some. Excuse me now I need to change my panties.