Montana moments Book 3- Boats and Babies

Chapter 15

Beth

I wake up and I feel so empty. My babies are no longer inside me. I remember seeing my son blue and not breathing then nothing. I wake up in the room i'm in now with a nurse. She doesn't seem to get that I need to get to my babies. Ano and Dev come in and assure me that there doing as well as they can. Dev tells me what happens and i'm scared. He tells me that him and Ano can go see our monkeys in a few minutes. They ask about names. I have a few and tell them. I really need to make a call. When my men leave my parents come in and I ask my mom to use her phone. I call Harmony. Its her I need to speak with before I can make the decision. We talk and she agrees. I owe her. I ask to speak to my brother. She puts him on.

"hey sis Harm told me that you had the babies. Are they have a long road ahead but there holding there own?"

I explain what happened to the best of my ability. He swears and asks me if I want him to come? I tell him no but thanks for offering.

"So we don't have a name yet for your niece but I do for your nephew"

"yeah what is it? I cant wait to hear"

"How does Calvin Cade sound" I ask him.

"you want to name your son after me?"

"if your fine with it. I asked Harm and she was ok with it. I wanted to name my daughter Cassie or Cassandra but that's for you. You have been looking for her for ever. So if you have a daughter and want to name her that. Its all yours. As for your name I remember Harm saying you guys agreed not to use your names and I want to, please?" I ask. 

"it would be my honor. I cant believe this. Your really going to do this? Are you sure?"

"i'm sure. The guys don't know because I wanted to ask first. But there not a better first name for a little boy. You're a good man. I hope my son takes after all the good men in his life. He has lots of role models."

"Thank you Elizabeth. I cant believe this. I'm one lucky brother. I love you. I cant wait to meet my name sake. Send us pictures"

"Will do. Give Finn and Galen, Brian, and Harm kisses for me"

"I will do but i'm not kissing Brian. Hug he will get. Talk to you later"

My parents tell me that there going up to see if they can just look at the twins. They understand there in the nicu. When they leave I call Eden and talk to her for a few minutes but let her go when my men walk in. There carrying flowers and drinks. I eye the coffee but take the offered ginger ale. I tell them my choice for our son. They both love it. As for our daughter we write the names we like for first and middle down and drop them. Its unanimous Our daughters name will be Montana Raine. We agree that her having the first name of the place that brought us together was the perfect idea. As to Raine we hope that some day someone treats her like there queen. The last name is up in the air. I don't know what to do. We never discussed what were going to do when we get married. There is a lot we never got to discuss. Right now i'm tired but the nurse wants me to pump. The babies need it. So I do. I am only able to get an ounce out of each breast but the nurse said that's good. Its not the quantity its the quality. She tells me I can go see them later. After dinner. I'm so tired so I go to sleep. The guys stay with me.

Ano

When Beth fell asleep Dev and I ducked out and went back up to see our children. We got to write there names on the cards that hung on there isolets. Montana Raine and Calvin Cade. I have never heard more perfect names in my life. They look so different. Montana has brown hair and a whole lot of it for her age, she is chunky where baby Cal is blonde and a little leaner. I cant help but smile. We skype our family while were there showing off our newest additions to the family. Cal cries when he sees them and sings to them. For being such a big bad ass when it comes to kids he is mush, much like my husband. Dev tells them how he cant wait to put a crayon in there hand. I cant wait to get them surfing. I miss it. I used to do it every day but now I would rather spend my time with my family. We get to watch them put Beths milk in to the tube that go into there belly's. We give them all three cell numbers then say see you later and leave.