*2 months pass*
yazmine fucking hates me. she hates me. literally hates me. her life revolves around making sure isaiah and i rarely talk. every time isaiah and i just smile at each other she goes out of her way to pull his attention away from me.
when she found out isaiah basically lived at my house she didn't really care. that was until she found all the messages between isaiah and i. that was when she figured out isaiah and i once talked about being together. then she found all the videos and pictures of isaiah and i in his camera roll. they got into a huge argument where she tried to delete all the pictures and videos from his phone. he told her he wasn't going to and it resulted in her getting physical and her hitting him.
i remember when isaiah came home and i saw a scratch on his cheek. at first he tried to say it was just yazmine's cat that scratched him. eventually, he finally told me what really happened and i was pissed. isaiah begged me not to call or text her to tell her off.
at the moment yazmine is mad at isaiah. she got mad that isaiah decided to ride home with me and not her. the only reason is that isaiah didn't wanna deal with her practically begging him to move in with her. yeah he likes her, but he thinks movin in with her isn't the best choice.
isaiah is basically the only one that lives in my house now. specs, jerry, and rair went to california. jah and ski got sent to a juvenile detention center. i don't even wanna know why. jay literally dropped off the face of the earth and nobody knows where he's at. that left isaiah and i to live alone which made yazmine very mad.
i ended up doing online school. me showing up to school was really messing with my mental health. i only have to show up once a month to get all my work and turn work in. isaiah left school too, but he isn't doing online school. yazmine tried leaving school too but her parents almost beat her ass for even saying that.
at the moment isaiah and i are laying in his bed like we always do. this is the first time we've done this since yazmine came back. he thought it was wrong of him to do because he felt like he was cheating on her. it caught me by surprise when he pulled me into his room and locked the door. he laid down and pulled me with him and i was in shock. maybe this just means they're gonna break up soon. to say i don't like isaiah anymore is like saying we don't need air to breathe. i'd be lying. of course i still wanna be with isaiah. i never stopped wanting to be with him.
"i missed this" isaiah spoke up.
"me too" i mumbled enjoying the comfort.
"i'm working on new music"
"let me hear"
"that requires me getting up. i'm comfy right now"
"we've been laying like this for 3 hours now" i laughed.
"fine" he laughed.
i sat up on his bed as he walked to the little studio he had in his room. he did some things until i heard a beat playing.
"at times like this is when i miss my bitch
sit and reminisce
never disrespect you quick you too legit
i'm in the bottom slidin high and glidin
man i swear i hope i fuckin find you
drownin bleach within my eyelids
see, this is what i get for fuckin wit your heart
instead of puttin you through this nonsense
labels wanna sign me now when they said i wouldn't amount to shit
now how i'm 18 and fuckin groupies in hoopties when i was broke as fuck in my momma's crib
doin this oh so nonchalant
doin drugs in apartment beds
so profound we off this shit but back to you
i'm starin at the man up in the mirror but i couldn't see him
we clear that i'm lonely and sittin you clearly know me
you get it but where my conscious at
where was you when i overdoes nearly catchin a heart attack
lowkey i be off percocets just to numb all them bitches
just to see all them livin this
hate this life how i'm livin it
mom's jehovah witnesses
pops ain't never seein him
clout i never cared for it"
