𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐚𝐝 𝐆𝐮𝐲

Chapter 16

I pushed the window down and throw myself on the bed let the breath came out of my mouth. The words she said

I love you

It was repeating in my head all over again and i smiling like an idiot right now. Our first kiss we both shared to each other it was amazing the way our lips moved in sync it was just like bliss to me and so much passionate in it i have never ever kissed girl in my entire life. That moment i lost my virginity to her and i'm not regretting it

I can't wait to meet her tomorrow so exciting but there's thing that kept worrying me right now, what if sophie and her friends are gonna hate me for being with billie? they obviously hates her especially ricky hates her more than anything.

I took off my clothes changed into pyjama and laid down on my bed while pulling the sheets over to my chest how am i supposed to explain to them? i sighed at my own thoughts staring at the ceiling whats wrong with me? i mentally slapped myself i mean i'm literally feeling like i'm going to push away billie from me because of my friends god it makes me i'm selfish.

You know what i'm keeping this secret all to myself cause i don't wanna tell them or anything. I closed my eyes drifting off to sleep.

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I woke up to my alarm stretched my muscles and got up from the bed walked over to my window yanked the curtains away with that i instantly got hit by sunlight as i looked outside. Everything was beautiful the sun reflecting through the trees making even more green than usual. I pulled the window up little bit letting the warm wind passed through my waist and to my room it wasn't cold outside or anything

I checked the time and read 07:04 am as i walked to my closet pulled out jeans dark short and white t-shirt along with dark jeans jacket after that i went to my bathroom splashed water onto my face picked up the towel wiped my face then i brushed my teeth and combed my hair

I headed to kitchen saw my mom and my dad sitting in the chair having conversation they looked at me "Good morning darling" my mom spoke with sweet voice i smiled "Good morning" She remained her chair took a plate of pancake and placed on the table

As i sat down picked my pork and started to eat "Anna what is that on your neck" My dad asks looking closer to my neck shit i quickly covered the hickey with my hand and slightly rubbed it

fuck why didn't i noticed this?

i mentally slapped myself and nervously laughed while looking at them both their face expression were worried and confused my heart begin to pound against my chest "I-i umm" i stuttered out with nervous what am i gonna supposed to tell them? fuck He furrowed his brow noticed my reaction.

"Did someone touched you?" he asks with bit of stern voice my stomach tightened and i feel myself getting sweaty from the nervousness your an idiot anna "N-no dad, no one didn't touched me" is all i managed to say if he found me that had sex with girl, he would beat my ass and take my phone, laptop away from me for months so i don't want that also i don't know my parents are homophobic or no but i have to keep quiet about my sexuality.

"Be honest with me anna" this time his voice were stern my dad really became protective over me since he found that i got bullied at school, like i'm 17 grown girl i can protect myself.

"Dad i'm serious no one touched me okey and i accidentally burned it" i lied to him hopefully he believes me. He shook his head with disbelief