A Boy Named Arthur

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⚠️ Self-harm warning ⚠️
⚠️ Suicidal thoughts ⚠️

Felix POV 💎
2 minutes ago

'I should have told him to go home. I can't look him in the eyes. Why do I think like this? Why am I like this? I hate myself.'

Those were the thoughts going through my head when I opened my bathroom door. The sharp blade drew me in. It sat next to the sink. I walked past it. Instead, I chose to change into new clothes. I rinsed my face to hopefully forget my dirty thoughts.

'There is no hope. Why do you keep trying to move on? Do you really think your mom would be proud of you? That's laughable you idiot. What about you is good? Tell me'

'tell me'

I ignored my mind and moved my hands to close the bathroom door but it caught my eye. The shiny silver tool meant for hair not skin. Its misuse angered it. I saw that clearly

"Come back, do it."

It taunted me. The tears ran down my cheek signaling me to go towards it. I slid up my sleeve and looked at the razor. I thought, for what seemed like an eternity but it was too late. It hit my skin. Stinging my dry body but it quenched my thirst.

'Good you deserve this. How can you look at your sister with those dreams in your mind? Just die already, pathetic pig.'

I slid down my bathroom wall. I cried into my shoulder holding my misery with my other hand. I stared at it. How the blood leaked out slowly. My head was dizzy but different from before. It was cold and I felt alone.

Grace POV ♥️
Present time

What do I do now?

Should I break down the door? I have such a bad feeling about this. If I'm wrong Felix will kill me and if I'm right...I can't think about that right now.

"Dammit..."♥️

"um, do you need help with that?"✨🌙

"Arthur I don't know if I'm overreacting but Felix isn't responding and I have a bad feeling about this."♥️

"I can probably open it. My brother taught me how to pick locks."🌙✨

"Can you please?"♥️

At least if I'm wrong Felix won't be as mad.

*Click*

"There you go..."✨🌙

Arthur gave me a sweet reassuring smile. I nodded to him and headed into Felix's room. I looked around and saw the room clean. I spotted an empty whiskey bottle but I tried to ignore it. I saw the bathroom door slightly open.

"Hey, Felix are you in here-"♥️

I saw him

Oh no

Luke POV🦋

I can not believe Henry said he was busy. Not that it would bother me, it is just I want to be over with this. My ideal scenario would be having Arthur as a partner then just doing all the work myself. I could do that with Henry but I know he would refuse. He is so stubborn.

"I wonder what he is doing?"🦋

"Who are you talking about?"🖤

Did I really say that out loud?

"We are having a group project at school and I wanted to get it over with but my partner is unavailable."🦋

"Don't worry about it. You will be fine, just get a good grade. How are your medical courses going?"🖤

Mom has always been a stickler of grades but she has a good heart...

"Fine, I'm going to go on a walk now."🦋

"Okay don't start out too late you still have to study."🖤

What am I even doing worrying about him like this? I wish we could have stayed at our old school. I grabbed the keys and headed out. I didn't really know where I was going.

Why is he always in my head? We agreed to go our separate ways now this is messing everything up. I can't wait till I get out of this town. Away from my parents and away from school.

I open my car door but before I can go step inside my phone starts ringing.

Why is Arthur calling me?