Long Way Home

Chapter 13

Whipping my long wavy hair up into a messy bun, I pulled my sweats up.

They were a little to big, considering they used to be Ashton's.

My tshirt was also Ashton's.

I MISS HIM OKAY?!?

Michael smiled at me. "Are those Ashton's?" He asked.

I nodded, not trusting my voice.

"He would love to see in his clothes." Luke said from behind me.

How did they keep their voices so steady when talking about him?

I nodded rapidly, my eyes rapidly filling with tears.

"Oh Aves! We didn't mean to..." Michael trailed off, looking helpless.

Calum hugged me. "Avery, we'll find him. I promise."

"He's my big brother!" I cried. "He's supposed to be here for me!"

Luke and Michael came over and hugged me too.

"We're here for you." They said.

They might be, and I was grateful for that.

But it just wouldn't be the same.

***

"Where are you going?" I asked, my eyes wide and my chubby

hands clutching Ashton's.

He bent down to meet my level. "School kiddo."

He was in Year 2.

"Why can't I go?" I asked, my lower lip trembling.

"Don't cry Avery! Next year, I promise."

I shook my head. "But Ash..."

He kissed the top of my head, and quickly stood up. "I have to go sis."

I watched him leave.

I felt alone,

But boy,

Was I clueless back then.

***

I shot up in my bed.

Or tried to.

Luke's arms were wrapped tightly around my waist, holding me close to him.

I felt my cheeks, they were wet from tears.

I laid back down, snuggling up to Luke,

And feeling safe for the very first time in a while.