see you again | minsung

II

Tonight something happened that didn't happen in months... I dreamed about Jisung. I remember all his features so well it surprises myself every time.

What does he look like now? Is he still the cute squirrel I loved so much or did he grew to become a hot guy? Either way I'd still love him.

Yes.. I don't know anything about him now but I know I still love him. Not for a single second I questioned it. Every time I got asked about my ideal type I just described him.

It makes me sad tho. I tried to fall in love with someone else several times but whenever I kissed someone I remembered Jisung's soft lips. His kisses were special. Not only the kisses themselves but also the kind of tingling feeling that went through my entire body whenever our lips connected.

I miss him so much. I would do anything just to see him one more time. To hear his voice, his beautiful beautiful voice talk to me again. Even if it was just for a second, I'd do anything to meet him again.

My class probably noticed my mood change as we were spending the day in the city. I was in thoughts almost constantly, which sometimes would lead to accidents if it wasn't for my class.

As we were all sitting together and eating ice cream I scanned my surrounding and the people around us. I almost dropped my ice cream cone as I thought I saw Jisung. But once I took a closer look I noticed that it wasn't him.

"Would that be okay, Mr. Lee?" One of the girls asked. "I'm  sorry I didn't listen. Could you repeat that?"
"We all have different plans on what we wanna do here. Would it be okay if we split in groups of two or three?"
"Well y'all got my number and I got yours... we'll meet at 5 pm tho, okay?"
Everyone nodded and soon after I was left alone.

I knew it wouldn't be much of a use but something told me to go back to my old home so I made my way there.

It took me half an hour but when I arrived a noticed a few changes since my last visit. Someone's definitely living here again. There were two cars parked in front and the front yard just looked too perfect for nobody to live here.

I don't know what overcame me but I walked up to the door and rang the doorbell.
Only a few seconds later a woman that seemed to be around my age opened the door.

"Hey can I help you?" She asked in a really friendly manner.

So Jisung didn't move back here. "Oh.. I must be wrong.. I'm  sorry. I'll  be going" I was about to walk off again as she stopped me. "Maybe I can help you? Who are you looking for? Or where do you need to go?"

I felt stupid. I felt so so stupid but I couldn't hold myself back. "Uhm.. d-do you maybe know where Han Jisung lives?"

"Han Jisung?" She asked to make sure she understood me right. I nodded my head.

"Oh~ then you're not wrong at all" she smiled "He's my cousin I'm just visiting him at the moment. Jisung is getting some groceries right now but he should be back soon. You wanna come in?"

Jisung lives here. He moved back. I can see him again. I can talk to him again. I-

What if he doesn't want to see me? What if he developed feelings for someone else? I'm not ready for that. I'm not ready to meet Jisung again at all.

"S-sure" but god knows if I'll ever be ready.

Only took me almost 2 months to update
Buuuut here's an update

Also due to certain circumstances I really hope all of you are healthy and none of your beloved ones are suffering rn
Please stay safe and take care ❤