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So wattpad decided to delete my drafts for this story so I had to write next few chapters again ;-;
I'm sorry that I kept you waiting so long again


I was sitting in Jisung's living room. He lives here. I didn't know what I felt right now.

"How do you know Jisung?" Lua, his cousin, came back to me with a glass of water I've asked for. I looked at her but then quickly gazed at my hands "Uhm we.. we went to school together for a while."

I saw a little smirk on her lips when I looked back up "I wonder if you're the Minho he told me about"

"W-what did he tell you?" Please don't let it be something bad. "I can't tell you. I promised him I wouldn't tell anyone. But don't worry it's nothing bad"

Does she know? Did Jisung tell her the full truth?

Suddenly I heard the front door "Jisungie~" exclaimed Lua happily. Only seconds later a really excited Jisung waddled into the room "Lua look what I br- huh? Who's this?" The last question went through both of our minds.

This is Han Jisung but it's not my Jisung. I don't know this person. I've never seen him before.

"It's your friend, Minho" Lua smiled. The Jisung just stared at me confused.

"I-I'm sorry.. I... I was looking for a different Han Jisung but nice to meet you anyway" I quickly got up and walked out of the house.

My heart felt so broken. I really hoped I would see him again. Why am I so stupid? I didn't realize that tears rolled down my cheeks.

Where is he? Where is my Jisung?

I walked through the neighborhood. I was desperate and my mind told me he could be here.

I just don't want to be without him any longer.

After an hour or so I couldn't find anything so I was going back into the city. Maybe I can distract myself.

Spoiler alert.. I couldn't.

Jisung was in my head almost constantly now. Why did I hope to see him? He moved away. He's living his life now.. without me. But that's okay.. I think.. I mean he's probably happy without me.. and that's what matters.. right?

His happiness is important.. but isn't mine too?
I guess it's not that important.
I bet Jisung wouldn't even want to see me. I was the one leaving not him. Well okay it wasn't my decision either but... but... there must be something I did wrong.

Was our last hug too short? Or was it too long?!
Did he ever really like me??
What if he just played with my feelings?
That's probably what happened...

GOSH I'M SO STUPID

I fell for his tricks!!

He never loved me...








This chapter is a bit shorter I hope you still liked it tho
Stay healthy~

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