YOU GOT ME | h.hj + k.sm

10. b

hyunjin wakes up in cold sweat, his mattress stained with wet spots from perspiration in his sleep.

never would he have thought that he would have an intimate dream about kim seungmin.

kim seungmin, his best friend.

kim seungmin, his crush.

kim seungmin, his... ride or die.

hyunjin knew it was hopeless.

but he couldn't help that he was in love.

it wasn't his fault, he couldn't choose who he loved.

in his bed, hyunjin starting sobbing for what seemed like the bazillion time.

he had to let go.

for the sake of his sanity and health, and for the sake of seungmin.

he knew all these.

but it was so hard...

hyunjin thought that he had finally organised his thoughts and move on, but somehow he was back to square one.

the poor boy was resigned to face his problems head on.

no more avoiding, no more arguing.

just honest confessions to make.

hyunjin told himself that he would get it over and done with as soon as possible, he had to.

wrapping the blankets around himself as tight as he could, hyunjin cried himself to sleep.

he wasn't proud to say that it hadn't been the first time something like this occurred.