Never Trust A Human (Reader x Lloyd)

Ch.18

   
⚠Warning⚠: if you have abandonment issues, do not read this. If you are VERY emotional, and cry when you watched TITANIC, do not read this. You've  warned. (Like the Lorax)⚠

  I put my hands on my hips.
  "Well this is awkward, " I said out of the blue.
  "How the frick is she Morro's kid? She looks nothing like him," the small guy with a blue shirt said.
  "Sensei,  how come we have never met her before now," said the white haired guy.
  Wu looked down at the ground looking guilty.
  "I...... may have made a mistake in the past. I should have known better."
  "Uncle, what did you do?"
  "He forgot to pick me up at the orphanage. That's what happened."
  "Didn't your Mom want you, " Nya asked.
  "No," It came out like a parent telling their kid no to a toy, "she didn't. The last thing I heard her say was 'Take it. I don't want it anymore. That's just the only thing that I needed to get rid of. I pity the fool who takes it in."
  I didn't really feel comfortable talking about this. I know I'm edgey about my past, but for a good reason. I could just feel their question begin to rise
  "You know what? I think..... I don't wanna play anymore. I think I'm gonna go home. See ya around Lloyd."
  I patted him on the back and started to walk away. Then I heard foot steps behind me. I expectedit to be blondie, but it was the white haired guy.
  "I am sorry if your parent has done that to you. I am Zane."
  'Zane' put his hand out and I took it and shook.
  "I am (Y/n)."
  "Why do you wish to go home? If you leave, then we will have to choose a new game to commence. "
  "I..... just need some time. To think a few things over."
  "Well, if you need to talk to someone to 'think things over', then you can always talk to us."
  I never really looked at this guy's features. He had alarming blue eyes, broad shoulders,  seemed to be one of the tallest. And he basically had a perfect face.
  "Hmm, maybe when we get to know eachother better. "
  "I believe everyone is free on Thursday. We are meeting at Chen 's noodle house at 11 am. If you wish to join us, then you can meet us there."
  "Uh, sure. I don't see why not. I'll try to be there. And tell your friends to quit talking about me. If they want to talk about me, then do it to my face, and not my back."
  He seemed satisfied with the answer he got. Zane nodded, flashed me a smile, and went back to the group.
  I walked out of the park and kinda just looked down as I headed home. I don't know why I told them that. Maybe because it's time to tell my past, question mark? I don't know. It was kinda nice meeting Blondie's friends. Even though their names went in one ear and out the other . That Zane guy was a little weird. He seemed kinda distant. Ya know? I'll probably see them late tonight as Arrow. Parts of my body were still sore from that fight with First Borne. But I showed her, huh? Yeah, I'm a bad ass.
  Before I knew it,  I was at my room door with the number 12 on it. Home sweet home. I opened the door and as usual, Todd was waiting for me at the door. I poured him the usual Kibbles and walked over to my room that still had no door. Then I flopped onto the bed. Face first. The memories rushed in.

   Mistake look out! FWOOOSH!!!!
  NO!!!!!

Take it. I don't want it anymore.
  Momma, Momma wait come back, you forgot me again!
  No, she didn't sweetie.

  My name is (Y/n), What's yours?
My name is..... Harumi.
  Wow, what a pretty name. No wonder your the princess!

I......I don't wanna die (Y/n), *sob* *sniffle* it *sob* h-hurts! I don't wanna go like the others. Please m-make the pain  s-stop.
  I'm sorry *sniffle* Barry, I don't want you to go too. I promise we will *sniffle* get out of here.  I promise!
  Oh God it hurts.  *sob* I wanna go home!
  Your........*sob* your gonna go home soon. With grandma and *sniffle* and....... a-and grandpa. And that goldfish too.      J-just try to sleep. The pain will....... be gone soon. I-I ll be there join you h-here in a..... sec. Just sleep.  And the pain will be gone when......... when you wake.
 
  Everyone get the hell out! This is not a drill. I repeat. THIS. IS. NOT. A. DRILL. We are abandoning this project. Shut the power off. Shut everything the hell off. Harumi is dead. Go go go!!!
 
I lifted my head up slowly. It was only a minute for  everyone else, but for me, that was a while life time. I rolled onto my back and looked at the cracked ceiling. My life is a fucking hell sometimes. Sure it has it's quirks. But if a person with a normal life were to look at all of my memories, this life and last life, that person would probably go crazy.  Hell, I'm surprised I haven't gone crazy. I don't think anything bad is gonna happen for a while. That hole I made in First Borne's wing is gonna take at least a month to heal.
  So I don't have to worry about nothin' for a good while. Except for the occasional nightmare,  but I've dealt with worse. Nothing I can't handle. I sighed walked back into the kitchen.