You Should Open Your Eyes

God I Hate Lying To Him

Author's Note:

'Ello my little sausages! I'm sorry I haven't updated in like 2 weeks :/ My stupid maths teacher decides to give me extension work coz I'm nerdy like that so I had to study for a test coming up and yeah...... I'm dedicating this chapter to a lovely person who commented the nicest thing ever on my last chapter so yeah!

Okay imma let you read now....

PREVIOUSLY:

"Emily... I was wondering if you had reconsidered your option with your eyes" He says.

Crap, what do I tell him?!

"Well...." I start

EMILY'S POV

"Well...." I start. He waits patiently. I hated myself for this but I say "I don't really know, Niall. I mean the whole world is really big. There is all of the good, but I have to remember all of the hate as well. Even you guys, gets hate" I say and I feel him sigh in disappointment. I really wanted to slap myself in the face for hurting him like this.

"I get that, but I promise I'll do anything to prevent the hate." He reasons. I sigh and say "I'll keep thinking about it Niall, I promised" Again another lie! May as well burn for what I'm doing. I open the car door, and Niall grabs my hand again. "There was something else, Em. I wanted to ask... erm, maybe" He was really nervous. I could tell, but the way he was stuttering. "Niall, you can tell me anything I promise, I won't be mad" I say kindly that I used when we were little. It would always calm him down.

"I-i was wondering, what were the chances of a guy.... like me..." I was still confused. "A guy like you? You mean funny, amazingly kind, caring, hungry, and just amazing in total?" I say lightening the mood. It works, he chuckles and continues. "What were the chances of a guy like me dating a girl like you?" I sit there in shock. My eyes widen and my breaths go shallow. Niall wants to date me? Do I want him to date me? The fans, will they approve? They don't approve of Perrie and she is the nicest person in the world!

"Niall...."  I whisper and I go blank. I start to get really frustrated. Why did I have to be blind!?! Did I do something wrong! I wanted to be with him, but it would make his life worse! If only he had waited for like a week to ask me it would be fine!! gah! "B-but I don't think your fans would want me taking you away from them" I say with a cheeky edge to hide my terrified feeling. He chuckles and reads my mind. "You're worried they won't like you because you're blind. Well guess what? I really don't care if they don't like you Emily. I like you and that's all that really matters to me."

Okay that is the sweetest thing ever. There really was no room for any other feelings. I love him, and I needed him to be mine. I felt so selfish I really didn't want to share him with the fans. Calm Emily!! "Well, if you're sure...." I say and I feel Niall's breathing pick up. "Of cause I'm sure Em" He says and hugs me and scares the crap out of me. "Then I would love to" I whisper into his ear. I nestled my head into his neck and I could feel him stretch his lips into the biggest grin. I'm glad I can do that to him.

He pulls back and kisses me lightly on the lips. It was a really sweet, but quick one that made me want to kiss him again. But he said before I could, your mum's waiting, you better go. I nod and get out. He helps me to the front door. "Hey mum!" I call, and she replies from the kitchen "Hello hun! Is Niall staying for dinner?" I shake my head. She is shameless. "No mum we already ate." I say and that seemed to be the answer she wanted. "Oh, too bad." She says not meaning it at all. I turn to face where I think Niall was standing and he lightly tilts my head to make me look at him. Damn, almost! "I gotta go back to the lads, be back tomorrow?" He asks and I nod. When I hear the door shut mum squeals with excitement. "You're dating Niall aren't you?! Do you know what? He reminds me of your old friend, Swaggi, Em. Do you remember him?" Boy, do I.